One paper down.
three more to go!

and im sick.

what aaaaa bummmmeeer.

xo.

Lesson Learned.

He broke my heart
And now it's' raining
Just to rub it in
I'm at your door
I feel so crazy about it
You'll say "I told you so"
You saw it long ago
You knew he had to go
I finally came round'
I'm back on solid ground
Can't let it get me down

It's' alright
It's' alright
It's' alright
It's' alright
It's' alright
It's' alright

Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned
So called it a lesson learned
My soul has returned
So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned

Sometimes
Some lies
Can take a minute
To fully realize
His tears
Your eyes
Thirty seconds to apologize
You give it one more chance
Just like the time before
But he already know you'd give a hundred more
Until that night in bed
You wake up in a sweat
You're racing to the door
Can take it anymore

I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned
So call it a lesson learned
My soul has returned
So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned

Life perfect
Ain't perfect
If you don't know what the struggles' for
Falling down
Ain't falling down
If you don't cry when you hit the floor
It's called the past cause I'm getting past
And I ain't nothing like I was before
You ought to see me now

Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned
So call it a lesson learned
My soul has returned
So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned

Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned
So call it a lesson learned
My soul has returned
So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned

hahahaha tell you something super adorable in my investment textbook.
There's this theory, called, Dow Theory.
Its about trends in stock market.
Let me explain why I said it's adorable.
This guy his theory revolves around water.
Tides in the oceans, trends resembling waves, short run movements like ripples.
Okay it might not that cute to you, but imagine reading a crazy thick textbook and finding something like that?
Definitely placed a smile on me face.

(:

Papers counting down, 2 days.


yay for chelsea.

oh by the way, did you watch Mark Zhao on the stars award tonight?
He is insanely charming no?
( please god please god please god. ahahaahahaha im darn funny am i not? LOL )


Today in church the pastor said, " If you dont stand for anything, you'll fall for everything. "
isnt it true?
compromises and stuffs, but yeah.
Reminds me of alot of things.
anyways, I just keep doing my thaaangggg,
and God you'l just keep doing your thinggggg.
And make me happy in your way.


I am still thinking of you this dream boy.
xo, mandy.

Heavy rains.

Everyone knows I love rainy days,
at least people who loves me, know that.

I love the light pitter patter sound it makes.
The watery greeny scent before it comes,
the cold sharp but gentle scent when it's pouring
&
the fresh light cool scent when it's done cleansing.

But, today's rain,
today's heavy thunder lightening dark rain,
me no likey this. its scary and threatening ,
shooting bolts , screaming out rumbles every few second,
it unease me...

x, mandy.

dreamcatcher.

Sometimes I am so funny, looney, I amuse myself.
(:

Maybe I enjoy it a bit too much.
btw it stinks when after 3 years i still find expectedly things lying around
with you all over it.


x.

Imagine.

“Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really.
How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that is so deeply part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it?
Perhaps four or five times more, perhaps not even that.
How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps 20.
And yet it all seems limitless.”

This is a passage from The Sheltering Sky by Paul Bowles, and the inspiration for our subject’s SOTM.
He wrote: “When I first heard these words in the 1990 film of The Sheltering Sky, I stopped in my tracks. It's natural to go through life without confronting your mortality, but every now and again a reminder can do wonders for your outlook. Bowles tackles the familiar theme of Carpe Diem with such simple eloquence that his words have stuck to me like glue ever since. It makes me cherish every day of my son's childhood even more.”

www.someoneoncetoldme.com




Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one



Never forget that Time is Finite, it's not infinite.
Live life, Cherish now, Give like your full of it,
Forgive because there will be lighter weight to be carried around,
Dream because you should never stop
& Love , like you never loved before.

X , mandy.

First days of Springs.

Would you play make believe with me? Wishing someone else would live this out for me.
Just this particular phase. Since when did it became a chore?
These choices, why is it so difficult to make?
I just feel like floating around and play make believe.
Feel cope feel suffocated.
Need guidance.
Need to go , find a hole and play hide & seek a bit.
Feel like just running in an open field and never stopping.
feel like im choking on words i cannot spit out.


Still think pop up picture books are fascinating.
btw amanda, what were you thinking?
ready not.
these self loathing guilt issues going to eat you up one day.


Okay! Goodnight.

x.

Lisa Hannigan.

Contrary, Its not Love that tears us apart, it has always been , every other thing that breaks us down , betrayal , loss , heartbreaks , depression , lies , sorrows , departures , passings . And when all that happens, Love is what Keeps Us Together.

Happy 21st Birthday Olivia Lim.
Happy Birthday Hannan Ros!
Happy 20th Birthday Marc Khoo!
Happy 22nd Birthday Riko Issac!

Pss: Looong crazy tiny weeny bit of sleep week, hopefully coming week would be good. I want to watch MOVIES!



Psssss: Whenever I see a really adorable couple photo of love, words about love , quotes about being in love, I always save it. Secretly hoping one day, teeheehee I'll post it up, with my red pumping organ screaming out to some special boy. And then i realized what Im' doing, then I smirk and roll my eyes, pathetic helpless me.

Goodnight little lovelies.
I cannot wait to get it started, cannot wait for it to really be in motion , i cannot wait to leave.

xoxo, mandy.

Every other day tiger.

I am craving S to my skin.
Crazy intense long day.
Must sleep after I finish my stuffs.

Still dreaming about a certain you.