Saturday, April 30, 2011

Vivid images.

off to ed's, im gg to make potato salad. heeeheeteeeheeheee

~ when i realize i need to try, i also realize its going to end.


hungry at 4am.


**what a beautiful song.

There may come a time, a time in everyones life
where nothin seems to go your way
where nothing seems to turn out right
there may come a time, you just cant seem to find your way
for every door you walk on to, seems like they get slammed in your face

thats when you need someone, someone that you can call.
and when all your faith is gone
feels like you cant go on
let it be me
let it be me
if its a friend that you need
let it be me
let it be me

feels like your always commin on home
pockets full of nothin and you got no cash
no matter where you turn you aint got no place to stand
reach out for something and they slap your hand
now i remember all to well
just how it feels to be all alone
you feel like youd give anything
for just a little place you can call your own

thats when you need someone, someone that you can call
and when all your faith is gone
feels like you cant go on
let it be me
let it be me
if its a friend you need
let it be me
let it be me




* Disgusting photos after my run ((:
if only i can retain that natural flush in my cheeks after my run,
for the entire day. i will be very happy. hahahaha


doesnt smell too nice hahaha.
getting ready for ed's performance and a early night out with melo.




For the first time since I was 18,
I didnt particular enjoyed it.
& I wasnt afraid to say it.
I didnt indulge and I was tired.
Too noisy , too crowded and hah.. aint my scene, anymore.
crazy, could it be possible that I am finally tired of the lifestyle?
well, wont be too quick to make that statement but,
it definitely wasnt what it was to me anymore.

& I was upset you didnt wanna come see me today, though, it was probably my fault.
scheduling. no one wants to be second best after all, you should understand it best mandy...

* I appreciate your friendship, tickles me with your funny bone.


Goodnight.

Friday, April 29, 2011

Feist.


Happy song for the perpetual rain outside.
gotta do more things today! productive yes.
(:

spent the entire afternoon lazing and finishing a book, Love Verb - Jane Green
Sniff sniff, im such a empathetic soul sometimes i sympathize myself.
BUT lovely story.

I wish i was part of the school system.

Erm. Can i please gobble you down for dinner?
(: * Big smile


x

Over the fence,not,yet.


Lost. Not good to be lost before going back.
Fret not, friday is here.
Taking a looooong run in the morning.
Small.Focus.

facing a I.C now.
tsk, hopefully it comes to pass.

it is difficult to pen down those thoughts into words that translate my emotions.
its been going round in circles for years.
gotta take the tick in the to do list box though.
rally up courage,somehow.
maybe tomorrow night...

Goodnight.
healthy oxytocin gotta hit me up some.
thanks for making me laugh with your stories.

x




Thursday, April 28, 2011

Love verb.




pretty true yes?
(wongfu productions , they have amazing videos. should check it out!)
messy stuffs but hey, somehow or rather, we cant live with it, we cant live without it.



been watching youtube singers online.
i reckon guys who sing so well, look exceptionally good.
especially when they are belting out sweet lyrics no?
actually.. scratch that.
anyone that has a passion for something, will look exceptionally good.

just showing some support.!








haaha.
goodnight.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Sun basking sweet love in the water: Bali Escapade .

Embarking on the journey with 4 people down.
Just 3 little people decided to go ahead with all that was planned.
During this period, the heart aching earthquake just occurred in Japan.
& Exams were too close for some.
*pray for Japan.





Basically a little piece of paradise.
sparking blue ocean that stretches beyond sight.

over the oceans to get to our getaway.

airplane mode (:
getting all so excited.
big big bed for me hehehe.
our living room
dinner on Jimbaran beach.
Beautiful fireworks just right over us.

a little something.
met Jeremy k at Surfers bar.



Ice cold beer!

day 2: adventures on bike.

while riding, my slippers came off. that was freaky, but lucky! thank God.
shopping at Kuta.


dinner time!

checking the bar scene with the others, it was their last night!
very yummy drink.


crazy lionel high on music.



dropping the guys off at the airport.

nusadua , diving.

very suspicious about their sexuality.


diving was a interesting experience. always did snorkeling. would not do diving again unless im learning it from the scratch properly, which i am intending too. So thats that, hahaha i freaked out after going down about 5m. We did flying fish too, which was exhilarating. hahaha!
onto my highlight and favourite thing : surfing!
first, lunch! Bakso!


i love this though, yummy .
basics.


i really enjoyed surfing though suffered quite a few scratches
and tons of abrasion and... lip cut. tsk.
the best ayam penyet you can find! but was so difficult to munch cause my lips were bleeding.

driving early in the morning up to mt kimtamani!

crazy antics on the way up. the air pressure and weather changed drastically, was really nice to have cool air.
stopping to bag some yummy tropical fruits!




active volcanoes


showing off my cut. Brave much? (:
rice padis!
fancy signboards.

off to fishing like the villages (:
eating the fish caught by us! mostly lionel hahaha.

last night! finally off to meet another group of friends to party the night away.



lionel breaking it down on the stage!



the last day. a precious deserving massage !

sniff.



the flight back


It was a good break definitely. I didnt enjoyed it as much as I thought I would have but! I would go back again, book a closer hotel, spend all my days surfing at the different beaches. learn how to bargain a wee bit better . get my diving license and dive properly.

Would love to go back soon, surfing. i really really love it.
Okay, almost anything with a board, i enjoy. hahahahaha ((((:
Planning a trip with Sherry! Exciting much, we are still considering different places.

Alright! its been so hot & its raining now, i actually quite like it but... i am supposed to be running today. How to!? its pouring. tsk tsk! Shall treat myself to the movies.

Later kitty cats.