hungry at 4am.

**what a beautiful song.

There may come a time, a time in everyones life
where nothin seems to go your way
where nothing seems to turn out right
there may come a time, you just cant seem to find your way
for every door you walk on to, seems like they get slammed in your face

thats when you need someone, someone that you can call.
and when all your faith is gone
feels like you cant go on
let it be me
let it be me
if its a friend that you need
let it be me
let it be me

feels like your always commin on home
pockets full of nothin and you got no cash
no matter where you turn you aint got no place to stand
reach out for something and they slap your hand
now i remember all to well
just how it feels to be all alone
you feel like youd give anything
for just a little place you can call your own

thats when you need someone, someone that you can call
and when all your faith is gone
feels like you cant go on
let it be me
let it be me
if its a friend you need
let it be me
let it be me

* Disgusting photos after my run ((:

if only i can retain that natural flush in my cheeks after my run,

for the entire day. i will be very happy. hahahaha

doesnt smell too nice hahaha.
getting ready for ed's performance and a early night out with melo.

For the first time since I was 18,

I didnt particular enjoyed it.

& I wasnt afraid to say it.

I didnt indulge and I was tired.

Too noisy , too crowded and hah.. aint my scene, anymore.

crazy, could it be possible that I am finally tired of the lifestyle?

well, wont be too quick to make that statement but,

it definitely wasnt what it was to me anymore.

& I was upset you didnt wanna come see me today, though, it was probably my fault.

scheduling. no one wants to be second best after all, you should understand it best mandy...

* I appreciate your friendship, tickles me with your funny bone.

Goodnight.