Tuesday, August 31, 2010

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Goodnight! (:

Funny Facebook Status.








Facebook status updates.
Funny ones only of course.

1. Katie: thinks that if your relationship status says, "It's complicated" that you should stop kidding yourself and change it to "Single"

2. Joe : have you realized that the symbol "lol" looks alot like a drowning guy? i bet he's not laughing out loud.

3. Paulie : Dont you find it funny that after Monday ( M ) , Tuesday ( T ), the rest of the week says WTF?

4. Katie :Have you ever had a fly or small bug land on your computer screen and your first reaction is to try and scare it with the cursor?

5.Dave :I've always wondered if film directors wake up screaming "CUT! CUT! CUUUUUT!" when they have nightmares.

6.Dave Top Tip Of The Week: When going through airport customs and you are asked "do you have any firearms with you?" do not reply "what do you need?"

7.Krissy : No one wished me happy birthday today, which isnt really that surprising, since it isnt my birthday.

8.Lucia : What do I do when I see someone EXTREMELY GORGEOUS? I stare, I smile & when i get tired, I put the mirror down.

9.Tina : Why is it when people ask you ' What are the three things you would bring with you a deserted island?" no one ever replies , " A BOAT "

10.


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Tonight I actually did not stay up watching online television.
I actually stayed up applying for jobs for the first time ever.
I took forever with each bank, I dont know how people do it.
But you know what?
You do what you need to do.

Goodnight, I am gg to kick ass and lose weight.
Ive been fat ( ter )
But i want to eat strawberry tart tomorrow.
after gym that is.

xx.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Let's dance all night.



Happy Friday Lovelies.
xx

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Dont climb the wrong ladder.


Come away with me.
It's so easy to dream.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

I need a girl.



Everyday I wake up late, from the neverseemingly ending list of shows to watch online.
I spend my afternoon lazing infront of the telly, flicking numerous channels, munching lunch, reading the newspaper. And then at 5pm I'll always chance upon MTV's Japan/Korea hour. And they always play that song. Haha, I have never been a sucker for the typical cute thing going on with Japan/Korea babes, that eye and weird cutesy hand actions they do. It has never been my thing. Haha, but I always appreciate some of the Korea's bands and music. Hah like this one. Not too crazily overly the top, but just nice. Sweet though, very sweet. Plus hate to admit it, I used to be obesessed with Big Bang.Then after half an hour of damn cute lookers, belting out lyrics like " Im tired of being single, i need a girl, a girl like you " , to with those sorta body , paired together with those sexed up dance moves, how am i supposed to watch on? I flick chnannels again. I am still every fibre a hormonal vulnerable filled human okay. Haha, okay hitting the gym.

Yesterday's interview went well. But there's so many of us, and just 1 , only 1 position.
Oh well, im happy.
I cannot wait to fly far away and do something. teeheehee.
" Who said we ever needed to live forever? We just need to live. "
Boundaries are you , and only for you to set. Break them.

Later munchkins.
x

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

11am dead lines.


Some day, you'll find that person, hold him and say, " You're the easiest person to love "
& some day i'll visit you.

Anyways was thinking, you know when you assumed something based on what you thought you saw, what you thought you heard? You know how some people choose to confront and check it out, some just choose to forget about and let no matter what kind of potential relationship down into the drain? Mmm, sometimes I guess, you just care, but just not enough.
Same as to how I think when couples fight, one say something of the past and use it in their defense saying that see that time i didnt bring it up. I think when you let things slide, when you let it go, not cause its totally cool with you, more like your afraid of fighting or afraid of what happens after you mention it. I think, you just dont love the person enough to bring it up.
Okay i know a bit messy explanation, pardon me its late and im exhausted.
What Im trying to say is, if you run into a bump, fix it.
A relevant bump, it can even be a random feeling, talk about it.
If not, you just dont love either that person, or yourself enough.
I am not saying you dont love that person or yourself, the word here is, Enough.
Cause if you do, you will want to fix it.
No matter what. Because when you are done fixing it,
it's all rainbows again.

Goodnight.
Tomorrow! I'm nervous, but fingers cross. (:
I want to wake up everyday and feel like life's full of possibilites at every corner.
I want to start believing all over again.
Hope being my favourite word again.
xx

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Shape Run 2010.



BIB_NO DISPLAY NAME NETT_TIME GUN_TIME PLACING
5078 AMANDA HO 00:34:00 00:34:55 444


If you are wondering what is the above strange figures, it's my timing and position . Not too bad okay, there were like 5000 babes please. Hhahaha okay fine, i'll try to run faster with my bombom.


Well you see, I always am the kind of person that kept a list of things to do before I hit a certain age or basically before I die.. Haha, granted not on a list but definitely up there in my not so hollow brain.
So the one thing I have always wanted to do, that was quite up there in my list, was to do a marathon. Hahaha okay granted this Shape Run is just 5km, haha but at least I entered myself into a race. So my marathon days will come, just you wait and see. But I'm definitely elated that I did this together with my moochie Sashie. She kept me going and plus we were always laughing so much it was funny. Plus I never knew how many people would sign up for the race, it was crazy mad amount of people infront & at the back of us. We were so scared that if we were to tripped, we might just might, potential die. hahahha but whichever, I am glad I did the race.

(:



6.45am.


7.15am.


before the race.


10am.




Oh dinner & inception with Richard & Kim when he came back for hols and now he's back in denmark.
Sherry & I were so like " we gotta go Denmark " you should hear about the school system aye!


Okay anyways, this week been slow and a tad edgy. However it's all good now, found assurance and not yet new passion for life but im getting there. So in summary, I hit the gym on Monday, slacked off cause pms hit me on wednesday. Met up with lionel and melody on friday after crow bar awards. We grabbed tcc, indulge a bit then we went to zouk around 2am. Interesting night aye, happy with highs and lows, so i love you lionel ( for reasons you know appreciate it okay laopa ) & love you melody ( for accompanying me whichever ) .

Waking up to woozyness then headed to youth service with sherry. It was a bit strange for me cause I guess different? After all I grew up in a charismatic church so definitely different. But I enjoyed the fellowship and discussion plus a pretty bee somewhere hahah. Hung out with new friends and bunked over sherry's.



We ended up watching this movie called, " The Story Of Us " it wasnt your typical lovey dovey movie for sure, it was a tad long winded , at times even painful to watch. Like I was screaming at the screen, " Snap out of it, move on from the fight " I even said like if marriage is going to be like that, I aint gg to get myself a hubby. But alas, it made alot of sense, i think it was painful cause it was so real , like there wasnt like unrealistic words or so make believe glam. It was so believable , thus making the fights so painful to watch.


" Ben: Are you saying Chow Funs because you can't face telling the kids? Because if that's why you're saying Chow Funs, don't say Chow Funs
Katie
: That's not why I'm saying Chow Funs. I'm saying Chow Funs because we're an us. There's a history here, and histories don't happen overnight. In Mesopotamia or Ancient Troy there are cities built on top of other cities, but I don't want another city, I like this city.
I know what kind of mood your in when you wake up by which eyebrow is higher,
and you know I'm a little quiet in the morning and compensate accordingly, that's a dance you perfect over time.
And it's hard, it's much harder than I thought it would be, but there's more good than bad and you don't just give up!
And it's not for the sake of the children, but God they're great kids aren't they?
And we made them, I mean think about that! It's like there were no people there, and then there were people and they grew, and an an an I won't be able to say to some stranger Josh has your hands or remember how Erin threw up at the Lincoln Memorial
And I'll try to relax, let's face it, anybody is going to have traits that get on your nerves, I mean, why shouldn't it be your annoying traits, and I know I'm no day at the beach, but I do have a good sense of direction
so I can at least find the beach, which isn't a weakness of yours, it's a strength of mine.

And God your a good friend and good friends are hard to find. Charlotte said that in Charlottes Web
and I love how you read that to Erin and you take on the voice of Wilber the Pig with such dedication even when your bone tired.

That speaks volumes about character!
And ultimately, isn't that what it comes down too?
What a person is made of?
That girl in the pin helmet is still here 'bee boo bee boo'
I didn't even know she existed until you and I'm afraid if you leave I may never see her again,
even though I said at times you beat her out of me, isn't that the paradox?
Haven't we hit the essential paradox? Give and take, push and pull, the yen the yang.

The best of times, the worst of times!I think Dickens said it best, 'He could eat no fat, his wife could eat no lean', but, doesn't really apply here does it? What I'm trying to say is, I'm saying Chow Funs because, I love you "

& she said it all like within a couple of breathes.

Anyways, we headed to church service today. It was good, really good, totally good. Good, i liked it today. After , sherry mark andrew and me we headed to redcross home for erm some muscle thingy disease where all the patients have that sickness. We spent time talking & basically keeping them company. it was good, therapeutic no doubt.


Okay goodnight cupcakes.
I am sooooo shagged. Tomorrow, a new start.
I'm going to get my life back on track.

Friday, August 20, 2010

Simple.

How I met your mother.


" Look at that, that's what Im missing. It's simple, and easy. On some levels, it has to be simple and easy. For Robbin and me, it always had been complicated. "


I feel like life is disappointing me.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

White Collar.















I am obesessed with this show, particular this man's charm , humor and of course, intelligence.
Doesnt help if he's insanely sharp looking adorable.

I also want, okay please and thank you.
Goodnight.

Eye Galore.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Dreams & Things missings.


Things I dream about it.


I feel like I came and grew up too fast, I feel like I need to enroll into another institution to make a firm group, to make sure they stick around when Im 40 years old.

Tomorrow Im going on another adventure with sherry moo!
How exciting.




That occasionally lows, and the occasionally feeling of being a tad confused and lost.
Plus, the occasionally misses of being there not here.
Of rewinding time, of making better efforts of holding people.
Of finding ways to be okay with this person,
to see in the mirror and like what i saw, both inside & out,
of being steadfast sure.
Maybe reading too much novels, gave me too much to imagine about,
that this world, suddenly seems to just be black and white.
Like, Im asking at every corner, " Is this it? "
Plus confronting what supposedly is my deepest fear,
the fear of , at the end of all this, scattering here and there,
to realize, Im nothing but ordinary.
Yeah, that's my fear, to wake up one day, to realize, Im ordinary.
There isnt anything wrong with that,
but sometimes your emotions never measures up to your logic.
I guess Im just too much stuck in the theory of The Grass Is Always Greener On the Other Side.

Why cant I just be happy, with how things are, with what i see in the mirror, with everything?
Contented, is the word Im looking for.
Find me .

Something is wrong somewhere.

Goodnight.

Grey's anatomy season 6 episode 8.


I have started watching Grey's Anatomy again.
The reason why I stopped for such a long time is simple,
I love it, but it always hit too close to home.
I guess that makes it so relate able and tear jerking all the time.

Im too much of a empathy individual.


Meredith:They say the bigger your investment, the bigger your return. But you have to be willing to take a chance. You have to understand, you might lose it all. But if you take that chance, if you invest wisely the pay off might just surprise you.

Goodnight.

Dear God, please answer my deepest prayers.

xx.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Sing me a symphony.




It melts you from within.

Oh, her eyes, her eyes,
make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair, her hair,
falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

Yeah, I know, I know,
when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so, sad to think that
she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look ok,
I say
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing,
just the way you are
And when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are

Her lips, her lips,
I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh,
she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for
then just stay the same

So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say
When I see your face,
there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing,
just the way you are
The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing,
just the way you are
When I see your face,
there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are.



I finally finished my stint at The Avant Garde Agency.
Been a up and down ride, with all respect, fun as much as angst.
But a experience no doubt, so im glad that I have it under my belt.
Finally bought my first ever pencil skirt ever.
Nervous as hell, but thanks Mel for accompanying me today.
Going to skype , watch some stuffies then sleep.

Jitterbugs.

xx

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Mon Cheri.



Happy 21st birthday sweetie.


This is for you.

" Don't cry little angel,
Your heart is in good hands.
You'll go the distance,
You'll travel distant lands.
Don't worry little angel,
Your tears will soon disappear.
You'll kill the pain and stand
With out fear.
Don't run little angel,
I won't let you down.
With my caress, and all the faith,
You'll forget how to frown.
Keep standing little angel,
Because I won't let you fall.
Believe it, I was there with
Just one call.
Don't hide little angel,
There's no need to conceal.
Don't fear what your thinking,
Don't fear what you feel.
Just sing little angel,
Let heaven hear the voice it made.
Your melody is strong,
Your harmony won't fade.
You can laugh little angel,
You just don't forget.
Laughing heals the soul,
No one's proven me wrong yet.
So smile little angel,
Release your beauty from within.
Destroy the past,
Let the future begin.
So don't cry little angel,
Because you can already see.
You can always and forever,
Forever count on me. "


You always got a friend in me.
xx

Indulge.




Hello Melo hahaha, dont worry about what we all said that night.
We just wanted you to remember that Life is infact short.
And when it happens, dont stop it from happening.
Just let it happen.
Know why? Cause you owe yourself that much.

Plus I love to see you happy.
Enjoy the ride love.

Always loooveeee uuuu.
xxxxxxx

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

One Love.




Can anybody help me im outta plans
guess I left my world in somebody’s hands
I don’t like to hurt but
but everyone gets weak someone to rely on
that’s what I really need

Now here we stay its all that were worth
I’ve been thru the pain and been dragged thru the dirt
whatever they tell you were bigger than words
I’ve been where your standing
I know how it hurts let this be a song now
and this be a day and we stand together well be okay
Because we're survivors were making it work expecting the best when they hope for the worst

One love - this is the way we found
One love - even though they'll let you down
One love -nobody’s perfect now
One love -don’t let that hold u down
One love - lets stick together now
One love -we got to stand our ground
One love - its easy to believe in
One love - believe in u and me
Onee loveeeeeeeee

Now I cud try and fix this all by myself
but I know it’d turn out better if u help no one likes to hurt but but everyone gets weak someone to rely on that’s what everybody needs.



I super love her, I would looove to meet her one day, darn witty no? (:


Winter Love.
In 3 days I am going to press the delete button on you.
xx


Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Facade.


gotta wake up, gotta stop dreaming, gotta walk away.
this.is.so.lame.

but haha who said logic ever measures up to emotions?
I should know better.

xx

Monday, August 2, 2010

3827 miles.


What a week!
love comes and goes.
crazy person at work.
accident.
deals.
slander.
old people passing on.

But okay snap snap, love Friends still.

I am still trying to find a appropriate feeling to this , the right words to describe it , the right song to get me by.


omgosh my last week and I am done.

I cannot wait.

xx