catatonic.

* Because, in love, you deserve to be a priority.

I just took it my stride, confused and never could understood.

but i accepted it , and got on with it.

it was just raw emotions, nothing even solid.

it took just raw emotions.

cause i ran outta of words, i have to compartmentalized and store it air tight up in a unreachable shelf.

Goodnight.

Marshall's in town (:

Been having such a goood weekend. Feel like I havent wasted any second at all, but i am really tired. And been eating so much, stuffed right now. Anyways, gotta crash right now, its been a good good weekend. Got to hang out with so many of my love ones, teehee me happy. Tomorrow! we shall be tiny little adventurers, exploring.

Okay little munchkins,

goodnight.

" i am such an island of complexity, you should steer clear even if you are drawn to challenges. this is one challenge, that is not up to being challenged. "

Ordinary people.

So last & last last week was good in detail, I managed to catch Melanie just in time before she goes for her sissy wedding in Thailand , I managed to spent one entire night with melo whom I missed dearly. teehee the goood old fun we used to have, sigh. Anyways we spent the night catching up, talking about our lives and managed to have a good revisited time. She accompanied to helipad too, for half an hr. And.. weird stuffs that spans into a weird coincident aye? Oh wells! all for the better. Then woke up went to a charity handout volunteer for my bank with sherry. Headed to ikea , meaning to buy some stuffs but they didnt have it in stock. ate like a pig in ikea too ): shucks. Then the week passes super fasst with work, nothing much I can update you about except I gymmed hard and ran quite a bit.

Soooooooooooooooooooooo I took off on Friday, just to catch up a bit and try to buy some stuffs but sigh I only managed to get a pair of shoes. Anyways thanks melly for allowing me to drag you all around town . (: After which I went all the way home, showered up and prepared to paint the town red. Met bren & his friend steve at Cityspace at Equinox. Know whats the funny thing? I've been to new asia a couple of times now and guess what? I never notice that was that tiny little bar/lounge right behind the stairs.
Right beside the spiralling stairs down to the washroom. Anyways after topping a couple of beer and chit chatting for quite some time. We headed to clarke quay! That friday was meant to take Antonin out to experience the night life before he heads back to France. So we went to meet alex & antonin & raj. Dragged them to find Ashley before he leaves to Holland for a year! Then after headed to finish some drinks then went to Attica for pretty much one of the most epic night ever. Not that I had super alot of fun but alot of firsts and hilarious night. Coupled with quite an amount of intoxication. Oh wells & I was so tired after it, i just wanted to sleep. hahaha which i did!

Woke up on saturday afternoon, adam came over , we went to grab groceries for the cookout. Decided to make hamburgers + soup hahhaa which was supposed to be simply but goodness me, alot of work neh. but it was nice! (: After, we just slack around, eat the gigantic watermelon adam cut, played monopoly deal & finally won one time! Wanted to take a photo but nooo.. melly has to mess the cards up before I can. Hahaha after which I slept. Spent my sunday lazing and finishing up a book. Now! I am going to sleep, hitting the gym tomorrow and going to get my act together.




I have complicated written all over me.
I am too much of a bundle to handle,sigh.
I shall leave it at bay, remember you dont do midways dollface.
Too many dreams unfulfilled, wanting to leave at different spectrum, too much responsiblities that keeps piling up,
too scary to dive head in, too much past to share & swallow.
No space to incorporate a new being, better to deal fickleness alone.
Immaturity will drive me crazy.
okay, saying no.
okay, will try very hard to say no.

Goodnight.

Lovers discourse.

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY JERONME (:

~ You have no idea how much i love these people. They are pretty much my pillars and hah, we grew up together, and we are still growing up together. The joys, fights , laughters , food and drinks we consume will last us a long time. Thru the teens til infinity. That night was a good birthday celebration, an awesome way to welcome the new year by , especially with the people i love. Thank God for them.

Self fulfilling objective.

Without realizing that I chanced upon a lifestyle for life, that probably involved doing well at work and

making people happy & actually making me happy, I am glad I found it.

im such a loser neh, how i always crrrrryyyy uncontrollable at stories, movies, books.

sigh hahaha im such a hopeless empathetic person.

Good weekend ahead! Smack with plans but only with love ones teehee.

I am going to have a good olly fun time. Been running a bit, I wanna run my 21 click before my 21st birthday. 21..

sigh haha it isnt too far away. I had a tumbling with words that day, spitting out yeah, " Im turning 21 this year " eek.

Anyways Melissa just got married, she's peanuts sister. Heehee wonderful person who married a wonderful man,

such a funny couple they are. So congras (:

Well & also Happy Birthday Nizam , we hope you enjoyed your surprise earlier on this morning, we always love love you.

Glad to hear you laughing and just because its your birthday I'll allow you to taunt me a bit more then usual okay.

I'll be seeing you soon.

I am off to town now to bugger and get some stuffs!

I am happy to be on break today.

Tooodles.

~ You need to learn to do your best to make things work, if it doesnt, you dont owe yourself any explainations.

Later.