Ash stymest.

Have you seen this boy?

Apparently his only bloody seventeen!

Hot stuffs , tall skinny blue eyes tattoo'ed skateboarder drummer model.

aye, is there a OrderMeAAshStymest.com website? teeheeehe

Aye, good dreams tonight, so pretty isnt he?

xoxo, mandy.

Everyone has a story to tell.

A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared.

Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting,

'What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?'

The young boy was apologetic.

'Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do,' He pleaded. 'I threw the

brick because no one else would stop...' With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. 'It's my brother, 'he said 'He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up.'

Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, 'Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me.'

Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat.. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay. 'Thank you and may God bless you,' the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy! push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home..

It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of this message: 'Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!' God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us. It's our choice to listen or not.

God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.

Read this line very slowly and let it sink in...

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Breakfast : coffee bun.

Lunch : Sweet corn herbal chicken soup

Snacks: Apple juice x2 , skittles.

Dinner : White noodles soup by mummyloove.

Long week very long week, I'm already exhausted but it's only mid week . Well at least I sorta was productive today , still not good enough so hope for better focus tomorrow. 830am lectures are really no good for me, i'm so burnt at the end of the day it's not even funny. So ample rest is needed at this point of time because I feel a flu and fever brewing up , goodnight lovelies.

~ Bumping into you today was a good thing at least I think that red thing is not dead , I think all lost romances should always have a good sweet lingering scent that never fades away. Not too strong to do something about it, yet not too little to not remember about how sunshine warm it was aye lego.

xoxo, mandy.

sweet peas.

( aye melo do not laugh at my photo. )

I am sleep deprived, and my head is splitting aching and tonight all I wish for is for me to be able to sleep deeply , its been such a looooooong day. And this is one of those weeks that is so packed , I am finding it hard to breathe. With an important quiz coming up, and my attention span to focus is close to zero no matter how long I sit myself down it's just all time waste. It seems as though my head is too full but I am not even thinking about anything in particular!! Infuriating like no one else's issue because I try, but yeah perhaps not hard enough. And then there's that canon thing that I am gonna burn my weekend for. ): And now I feel love/sugar sugar deprived. Aye, I am very sure its just a phase, one minute phase. hehehee, okay I need to sleep.

Breakfast : A glass of milk , a slice of wholemeal sugar coated toasted bread.

Break time : A packet of fruits.

Lunch : Yongtoufu with white noodles.

Dinner : Five plates of sushi.

Anyone got ideas how to fall asleep faster & to concentrate better ?? Much loved.

xoxo, mandy.

Sleeping all afternoon but couldnt even shut a wink for an hour during the night, ): shoooooooot, do not let me sleep in lecture okay God?

xoxo, have an awesome tuesday sweeties!

<3 strawberries.

~ Anything, Everything , for this place, half a year of perhaps the best experience ever. Dream harder mandy.

This morning, my baby sissy started school late so for the first time in many years , we walked to the train station together chit chatting as though it was the most normal thing ever. Its a splendid joy to watch her grow and it's heart wrenching to know my parents are aging. & I still pray every night to God that my parents live up till 120 years old , and then we will all pass on together. Silly , I know, but I don't think I can watch them fade away. But it's a beauty & grace that comes only with age that surprises me.

So I look forward to every Monday with 830 am lecture only because of that 8 minutes walk with my baby sissy.

// on the side note, I really need to study and focus , which I am certainly not doing. And I keep saying that school's killing me, but but but but I think it's killing m cause I havent been productive at all rah . Balance, mandy , balance! I too intend to go on a healthy food month hehe, hopefully I stick with it. Wholemeal , sandwiches , tofu , cereal , soupy stuffs .

xoxo, hope you sweeties are having a good start to the week! Cause I certainly did, if not see that comic strip, it would crack you up , fingers cross*

love, mandy.

//edited.ambivalent muse.

To me he has always been an enigma ,

strangely alluring paired with a scintillating persona

mix'ed of sensitivity & a tinge of chauvinist

serenade queens with voices of angels,

tender arms tender lips,

encircles a pool of romance

my perfect stranger of midnight blues, come tonight.

Another week off to a start, first off, happy 21st birthday Ryan Joseph **plenty of love.

Maybe we could make it all right
We could make it better sometime
Maybe we could make it happen baby
We could keep trying
but things will never change
So I don't look back
Still I'm dying with every step I take
But I don't look back
Just a little, little bit better
Good enough to waste some time
Tell me would it make you happy baby
We could keep trying
but things will never change
So I don't look back
Still I'm dying with every step I take

But I don't look back
We could keep trying
but things will never change
So I don't look back
Still I'm dying with every step I take
But I don't look back
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
It hurts with every heartbeat

xoxo, mandy.

Wallflowers & Public Enemies .

Gooooodnessss gracious I'm having a headache ): and it's totally driving me off the edge. So I need to sleep. But today, I dressed like nerd but cool nerd met melo at starbucks, work , study , met naz and justin watched Public enemies, yummy show! Anyways, been reading up on fashion blogs so here's a couple of good links for you guys to check out, I share my findings okay! (:

http://fashionmagdaily.com/website/

http://fashioncopious.typepad.com/fashioncopious/

http://www.novastyle.org/

I super love this blog , even if its not totally about fashion fashion but hey hey, it's something all girls would love, CUTE BOYS.

http://cuteboysmakemenervous.blogspot.com/

Even the link is super adorable aint it?

And its like a cuteboy buffet galore to your eyes I freaking promise you that. So if you got a bad day, please click that link and enjoy (:

List of things to buy :

1. Ipod

2. Water bottle

psst : I hang out at starbucks so often and promo their brand so much I think they should hire me as their POSTER GIRL HAHAH.

Good days ahead!

xoxo, mandy.

Green twirly ribbons.

First off, major long post, and

HAVE A GOOD TRIP BATGIRL, WILL BE MISSING YOU! LOVE LOVE.

I'm having a week break this week, and so far I havent been very productive in terms of mugging or working , so it's kinda haunting me now that it's midweek and Im extremely lazy. But so far the past week and a half has been good for me, so I'm in a chirpy moooood sorta anyways!

Short updates yeah? BS.

Previous week, I met zazu before she leaves for her competitions which I am sure she's doing well in and even if it doesnt go well, we all here are super proud of her already so it could only get better yeah sweetie? (: We met for dinner and we chill catch up and laugh at one another before she went home. Met melodys jasonl and batgirl to partaye , together with Justin. It was a good night, we were teasing each other so much it was ridunkculous ( heheee ) and on melo side it was drama to the extreme but hey! at least we all had fun yeah?

There was then that BBQ at zam's place. I was still feeling the aftermath of the previous night so I hardly mingled but was sharing alot of private jokes with melo and tina!~ It was awesome to see tina again miss her alot , and its been super long since we hang out properly so yeah it was good , and plus I was bbq-ing the food la, it was fun. Then we headed off around 12 ish cause Melo and I had our first appointment the next day.

Appointment day! We were super tired but excited in a way and guess what? The first number I ever called from a list of numbers and the first appointment I ever booked with, was .... the kindergarden in my church. Im not saying that maybe the Man Upstairs is hinting me something but okay, I got the hint but it will takes me alittle while to head back yes? But I will, I miss church anyways. And guess what? As nervous as we were, the meeting went extremely well and I felt the Man upstairs was helping us so it was a goooood day cause even if we had a horrible time finding the second venue, that meeting went extremely well too. So really, thank you God.

Then on Tuesday, I started learning Tennis again, for real this time ! And Melly was with me tooo, it was fun you know? But excruciating the aftermath of not stretching first. After tennis and showering , smelling awesome. We headed to cwp to grab guilty dinner of Macdonalds which I havent eaten in ages together with zam, then Melly and I headed to my favourite place, starbucks. She "CODES" ( almost cool yeah melly? getting there hehe ) while I tried to mug. Then we laughed all the way home~

Then there was more dota and l4d killing at clementi with lecture mates + justin + lionel, chilling in starbucks with them also , another meeting with another company , cooking up a storm in my house with line and melo hehehe which was damn tiring but yummy okay, even if we realized we forgotten am important ingredient half way thru mac & cheese hahahah! alot of video watching then sleeeping .

There was Travers's birthday I havent got most photos yet so that would be another post, before that I met Sherilyn for the first time after my birthday so I was happy to see her again. Spent time at DingTaiFeng??? catching up and grabbing lunch then skip off to meet ken naz jeremy before heading to travers's birthday. Which I have to say, super kinky but then again when it comes to travers that's not surprising please! But it was laughters after laughters afterwhich we even headed off to westcoast park to chill and play like little kiddies , the most touching thing was, he said it was his best birthday ever, it totally works with what I always ( okay not always but I will from now on! ) Simple things, makes people Happy.

And just last weekend , met sherilyn then we hop to ian place, they made honey water for me so sweet, cause my voice was shitty and I kept dreaming that I would lost my voice. She also helped and me special tutorial on how to wear false eyelashes HAHAHA, then! Social House with sher together for Justin T. birthday, seeing alot of people I havent seen for a very long time, but I was so tired I felt naeseous for an hour then we hopped to zouk to meet the rest of my mates there, line , melo , do , xh , v , ash , benita , dan , eric , ivan , km , adam. I was relatively not so sober anymore but okay had fun. Then it was home, And I miss you ivan phua , lotsa love. That night was a night of drifting , and also a night of making up , oh well.

some of soho and zouk photos.(:

Then there was dinner with my family , awesome coooking by my mother, I wait the entire week for Sunday cause of that hehe and its my mandy day so of course chirpy. Then there was harrypotter movie which we couldnt decide was bad or what not, and yummy chocolate and my koolooooo mee, i havent forgotten my favourite nooodles. Then hooomeeeeee , good day (:

Ohoh! I also met Edward for starbucks and l4d and catching up it was good to have my best friend all to myself hehehehe that day so yeah, it was nice spending time with him again. (: Accidentally made some silly promise with him!

Just yesterday! Sunnyside up clique met up plus and minus some , melo and i headed to line place first, swim around, bumped into our school mate, super random. Then made fun of people there and Melody H hitting on that boy who reads hehe, and saw alot of cutesy kids I wanna die and claim it as my heaven. They really do make me very happy, like pure kinda chirpy-ness. When I get my hands on the photos, I show you guys one of the CUTEST KID ever. He was soooooooooooooo handsome please, okay I know sounds alittle incenst now but no okay? That little boy name is Edward and he was soooooooo adorable so let me stress the point , very very good looking boy. Hehe anyways after scrubbing up , we waited for the rest to slowly arrive before we went to prevail tcc to munch. The freaking place is super pretty and the food is yum yum but the silly aglio olio is dang freaking spicy, like seriously tearing up need water kinda spicy but it was worth all those tears. * phew hahahahhaa whatever.

then we went to meet brendan before we hike back to lionel's place to watch two movies, silly movies please, one so gore one like porn what on earth but it was definitely good time spent, we all snuggled onto the bed and just scream laugh hide together, aint that nice? Hehe then around 5am we headed back off. Obviously Melo and I missed our morning appointment hahaha, aiyer dont nag.

two weeks ago before ollie left (:

that redang trip with my family on my birthday.(:

So the next few days I plan to gym once, swim once, go to book my BT , study twice, hopefully the stayover at Naz place will happen ,party also can? ahahaha but but i promise ed not too shooooooot.

Something I realized about me, it's better to be my friend then not. No I'm not talking about shameless'ness here, I'm talking about how I realized I always compliment , stand by , stand up , overlook small issues more often then ever if your my friend. Just the other day I remember a friend once asked me a silly questions about whose prettier then who , then he realized all the people I picked were people who were generally closer to me , its not just about prettier or what not but I tend to overlook alot of things when it comes to my own friends so aye hehe sorry it cant be help, I'm immensely biased. Tooo bad for the outs circle but hey at least its a good thing for my own entourage aint it? Teeheee

Next savings ( yes lionel batgirl, I really do save okay? ) needs to go to an ipod cause my died FREAKING DIED on me but I still keep it, it was on my essential list it's entire life so yeah.

gooooodnight xoxo mandy [:

Disappearing act.

Current fear ; Waking up and realizing there's no way she could voice out. ):

Of old loves.

HAPPY HAPPPPPY HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TRAVERS [:
It was a good party and heehehe awesomely fun.





Sometimes the strings of the red pumping thing just tugs a little harder then usual, then the wind just brings along a familiar but far away scent of a distant memory.
xoxo, mandy.

Thank me.

Jaws drop.


~ Today i bumped into an old school mate, and she asked me how am I and how things been going on for me? And I replied with a smile and said, it's a good time in my life now. I really really really really do believe that now, yes, of course there are unnecessary negative issues that happened but but but , there are so many good things that happened to me and for me, i am very blessed.Beside that, perhaps I just have shift my focus onto things that needs my attention far more then small tiny puny things that I used to waste my precious time on. So yep, 2009 might not be ideal cause I would love to edit one thing out of it but it's been good , contented and very happy.

xoxo, mandy.

Twilight fascinating.

After putting off reading that book , I have finally resigned and decided to figure out what was the big deal about it. And so , I gotta say, its a ladys dream come true . Edward is totally impossible, at least in my reality. But of course, a girl can dream yeah? [: then again, its a thin line where fascination gets out of hand. Anyways, bimbo post. I'm impossibly tired. So later munchkins.

Of rainbows and butterflies.

I would love to take a shot like that next time. hehe

The weeks go by so seemingly fast its scary, but during these weeks Ive had alot of fun as much as my capacity can hold. Two weeks ago there were things I found out that made even breathing hard to do , but , I dealt with that. So here's a sum up of what Ive been doing for the past fews weeks. There was an awesome Sushi tei dinner with sasha relle ed har calvin and transformer s with them and jesse. Transformers like frigging awesome , didnt understand why the critics were so harsh. Then after that , Melo do jason l and I impromptu ddecided to go down to zouk. Justin Ken and all were there. It was a good night!











There was a carls junior guilty dinner with spencer whom I havent seen in ages so that was good, then the importu decision to go sing songs with melo and lionel, many outings at db's cafe cartel . Bumping into Jonah after so long and having lunch together , catching up talking about the good old days and hitting on a hot older woman whose body is darn good for her age. Heading to fico to watch the boys play soccer and Kens' birthday celebration at Raw's kitchen. Which was totally a blast even if we spent a good 3 hours odds zenning of me and being emotional. But the atmosphere , the drinks , the company that doubles all the fun. We all left feeling lighter .
Watching 3d iceage and you taking me home , so thanks plenty tooooo .







spending time with sherrymoo last saturday after lecture, watched movie , eat , talk , catch up, do what we do best and laugh at one another. To her just leaving a couple of days ago, am gonna miss her so so so much. But its for the better and i trust you God, to make the best out of this situation.

There were dinners and starbuck studying with melly, catching up and just chilling and the classic " Aye your boyfriend ! " being dish out every few seconds , making things al so jolly. Then there was that good night spent with my sunnysides up before my beloved Ollie left for HK. We went to Lagoon and it was good fun. We were laughing so much it hurts , then batgirl being awesome sent me home. Them staying to watch MJ funeral at my place with my daddy. There were a gym session too! Hopefully I would be able to discipline and gym once or twice every week. Then another chilling session with Ken and Justin , talking nonsense and eating niceeee beefy stuffs . And martinis in the afternoon!




Celebrating Naz birthday at Fish and Co, him serenade us with More then words, chilling at Ben and Jerrys. Bumping into D! Good time good time. And after lecture yesterday , the boys, naz justin alex zam and I headed to have dinner and decided to play dota. Aye, gotta say it is kinda fun. Sorry about all the "make fun" moments to boys who plays it. Heheeeheee.











Oh! There was also that Ninjacondo lizard crap that kept melo and I awake for like 2 hours trying to attack and conquer .

~ Let the good time roll. Loooves