Happy pills.

Monday, met up with daniel and just chilled , caught up with melo and dorinda and played zombies killing game , came back and rest. Headed to sherry moo place and had an awesome night over. Papi made me awesome steak and we watched 4 films. Met up with line v ash and sh the next night and had dinner, chilled to the live band. Drove to grab melo and then home.








Watched Man utd lose to Barca , happy-ness. Woke up and zam came to grab us, we went to Sentosa. Yes it didnt rain, but there wasnt a tingle of sun light at all. And I am ridiculously shag for the nothing I did. Anyways, been a long all around week. Should grab enough sleep before the weekend.


Missed.

Bitter heart.

Being pretty, skin surfaced.
Being pretty, skin deep.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0rafi5CG5M

It's guilt right down to the pits of my stomach.
Sleepless , nauseous , blocked stomach , blood shot eyes.
Sorry daddy , sorry to my sweet loving caring daddy.

Maybe your just another typical rich guy that I doubt I know anymore.



ahhhhchooooooo~

The Last Lecture - Randy Pausch

I've gotten bitten by the sick bug. And I've got TLC from someone random. It's sweet. Hopefully I'll be bouncing up and down by tomorrow so I can meet my sunnyside ups.


Good sushi friday rolls.

Guarded.

A good week so far, caught Star trek on Monday. Honestly when i first saw the trailer , I was thinking about how stupid this movie would be, how can it be compared to star wars. In the first place I wasnt a big fan of sci fi movies however, after hearing so much ravings about the movie, I just had to go catch it. And I gotta admit I was wrong, I honestly think this movie was more believeable as compared to Star wars, and it was a good movie. Keeps you at the edge of the seat from the beginning till the end. So I was wrong, so everyone should go catch it!


And Chris Pine's really such a hottie and that's just added sweetness.


And there was Saturday. Had lunch with Sash Calvin and Ed at ed's place. Went earlier to Mitch's place to prepare for the birthday dinner . We had a hearty Italian cuisine at Portsmouth area and headed to Loof for some after dinner drinks. It was all jolly good old fun.
Looking forward to this weekend, surprise birthday party for someone.

Alright then, let the photos do the talking.











Goodnight lovelies.

Happy 19th Mitch love.

Happy 19th mitchy, hope you had a good time cause I did! So it was a good dinner,
good loof time and good jolly dressing up time. Many more to come okay ? love lots.



Loof's heartaches, headaches, all the aches comes streaming in.
could have been there, but what bestie said was true, how can I ditch my bestie for someone that ditched me?
mandy.

Knocks you down.

Knock You Down feat Kanye West & Ne-Yo - Keri Hilson





Mad wednesday night but it just made the friendship so much stronger then before yeah babe, no more apologies. Thursday was just set to chilling at home with Melo , played l4d with zam alex jason lin justin and naz for a wee bit. And today, I actually just chilled at home with Melo and Jason L. Sorry sunnysides up that I didnt go butter today! Tomorrow though, gonna be a long day but a good day. Finally get to see a couple of people like a good lunch with ed sash calvin! And finally getting to see MELLLY TOO* misses. Mitch's bday celebration tomorrow also. Sorry Nigel! can't be there at the farewell party ):

Ahaha and I realized I am terrible at wrapping presents, so pardon me mitchy. hehee


It takes a while, a pretty long while to reach the stage where you adore a person so much but your fingers are able to let go of them so they will learn stand on their own when they stumble. Even at such a high corner , sometimes the red pumping organ does a sudden flip and you are left wandering aimlessly for just a night. At least its just one night , not your whole , entire , life. It does gets better, just believe bestie, you'll be fine.


Love, mandy.

21st.

Amelia's 21st.

I miss my clique, gonna see them this friday finally.

Melo been sleeping over lately, so it's been good fun to have company all day long. Had a fun filled weekend, friday was madness, thats why i love my friends extra and they know who they are. Saturday was madness too, except I was sane and the other two werent and took them home, kelvin was real nice thanks lots yesyes, celebrated rainie's and ian's bday. Sunday was mother's day, had dinner. Monday , I went to grab facial with melo and jason lin, grab my new phone with zam , hard pain the card. had dinner, headed back. tuesday I met gab for dinner and just chill and watched movie at home. Today gonna grab dinner with Ian and the clique for his burpday. Busy week, but happy to be busy. good luck for papers tomorrow jeremy kwok!

guilt to leave you hanging but hopefully you're smart enough to figure that out soon.

skinnnnny.

Happy birthday ian ortega/sidekick/tinkerbell.

Ian's & Rainie's mini bash.

Birthdays birthdays birthdays, significant if you spent it with people you love.
Shall blog later.

A madness partaye mayhem weekend.

Love cheeks.

When it all comes down to the minuscule issues , I know my friends always has my back. Thanks for watching out for me lovelies.

And for you, sometimes it's comforting to know you care about me , it warms me up all through my bones. Knowingly that whatever I do for you, it's not that silly afterall m.

Partttaayeeeeeee round two.

You remind me of a song I used to sing.

Watching the entire situation unfold infront of me, I can't help but to rerun what happened to two entire different individual a year ago , but having said that, the exchanges were more or less the exact same things. Brings back memories on how bad it could escalate to, how real and tangible the emotion of losing something dear; hurt;dejection;emptiness was. Sometimes , its worrying to go through such magnitude of pain but what doesn't kills us really do, make us stronger. The very living example of eventually being okay, me.

CHELSEA.

THE FREAKING REFEREE WAS DAMN COCK OKAY , SO MANY PENALTIES AYE, RIGHT IN HIS FREAKING FACE AYEEEEEEEE AND HE DENIED CHELSEA FROM IT. WHAT NONSENSE IS THAT, IT'S THE FREAKING CHANCE TO BE IN CHAMPIONS LEAGUE FINALS AYE. HE BETTER BE WATCHING HIS BACK YO, ALOT OF ANGER'S CIRCULATING LONDON RIGHT NOW...........

): I CANT BELIEVE CHELSEA BEEN DENIED FROM THE FINALS AYE. SERIOUSLY, THEY SHOULD REALLY HAVE A TENNIS KINDA RULE WHERE THE PLAYERS CAN PLAYBACK AND CHALLENGE THE REFEREE.

DAMN.

STILL LOVE YOU CHELSEA.

party mayhem.

Part three , coming right up.

Must be skinny.

I can kiss away the pain.

Just one more to go little munchkins.
I am getting ridiculously sexcited about the coming weekend with papers finally over.
Had my 3rd paper today, thought my arms were gonna break, think I did pretty okay. The ultimate regret was that micro paper, silly easy but for the first time in my life i think i studied too much leading to some sorta mind block but I shall not think about it now, its over.
Melo has been staying over too lately and been crash mugging and of course communicating and exercsing haha! for real. Aloy being oh real nice got my mid exam surprises he frigging bought me birdnest and flyers tickets which whom I am totally appreciative to! thanks lots yeah? rest that sore eyes.Of course my other babes are being insanely encouraging and missing me i know teehee . And Lizzie called the other day to fill in the going ons , miss her alot ): I think this period of time is the most time I ever spent being home, feeling alittle outta of civilisation but it's okay cause its all gonna end.


Had lunch with my sunnyside ups Line Ash and Van today! Super funny please, always have a good old jolly time with them around. Went to Makan place to munch and bummed into Daryl, cant wait to hang out and chill yo! Okay sunnyside ups , please study hard. *Winks.

Though I totally enjoyed being at home sometimes, the comfort of food , able to dress down , no one to answer to and best of all, my family is being insanely sweet during this period of time. Morning dosage of love and wishes and encouragements, aftermath of enquiries and "dont worries" really love my family extra. But I cant wait to have guilt free time to do what I miss doing, reading , sleeping , reruns of dramas, exercising my bod for beach trip! , ten thousand sleepovers , movie marathon , shopping sprees, nursing my face back to glowy dew and of course partying. But I came up with a list to do that is more educative then partying hahahaha, hopefully I'll stick by it.


Anyways, recent conversations revolves around in my clique is none other then, Singapore Idol. Those people are trying to get me to join as a clique but but but but I really can't sing. But it's darn funny watching them persuade me. No worries, I'll be you guys number one fan okay? teeheehee.

I know I am alittle retarded but you cant really blame me for being sexcited especially if its my first!