History.

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

Already gone, by a 100000 miles.
Leaving you, our dreams , our what ifs , our what coulda have ,
shoulda have been & us , behind.
Once, and over.

xoxo, mandy.

Be be be my love.

Of the rich , the famous , the lookers.
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
There's just one thing would make me say
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over



Exams are gonna be here, and I should be studying more then I am now but hopefully I will slowly panic then pick up my pace a tad more yeah? I always work better under pressure. Plus Zam and I came up with an ultimate plan already.Now it is only up to me if I wake up early or not , darn. hahahaha, this week was good as well though I was insanely tired during the weekend.










First it was me mummy birthday , we had a good dinner headed home for the cake and drinks. Chill talk nonsense, talk about dreams and ambitions , of what used to be and what could have been. About boys... ahahaa about girls about friends about our love as a family (: Anyways it was eric's bday too, so I couldnt make it for the surprise party which eric was realllly surprised by , but I met em at Zouk. Reuben came to pick me then we headed to pick melo before going zouk. It was insanely pack la, reasons why I do not go zouk on a wednesday. We were at winebar most of the time and I wanted to die squeezing in and out . Anyways I bumped into Elroi and Sheng so that was one good thing (: Afterwards we pretty much just chill outside. Around 4am we went for supper then Eric took me homeeeeeee (:










Friday , I met up with Melo to chill first at starbucks before heading to Selergie to meet Ed Nigel Jona and Mitch for some beancurd and nonsense talking like usual , I wanted to die when I got jab left right la, I hyperventilate haiyo. Panic , anyways then we girls headed to Zouk to meet some people from redbull. It was okay the music was okay, the people were nice enough , but of course some stuffs were off. Anyways but at least we had a puny amount of fun. After they got some nice smelling big comfy van to take us home. The next time Melo and I headed to the zooo with just an hr odd of sleep for Canon. Which was fun too la, the kids so adorable please, it's like a little heaven for me . Now I am darn scared of Kfc already haiyo but anyways, it was hot and I got a freaking tanned , poopy la.








Anyways afterwards, headed to zam place he drove melo and I back home. We showered all , look pretty then headed properly to zam's place for his open hse (: Yummy food please hahaha and we had fun la, zam and andy and alex were fighting so much. Plus his sister, aisah is so adorable hahaha (:

And then sunday the same thing except filled with bitching and sharing and weird ass stuffs, I think jeremy whose nicknamed horse slut is damn funny hahahahahahaha. Okokok (: Got home then slack , so tired.


This is line's 23rd birthday dinner a while back ! (:







Tomorrow yay we are gonna watch inglorious bastards!! Cant' wait, remember the last one is gonna buy all of coffee aye . I hope it wont be me, ahhahahaha. Okokok, sleep & dream of santorini.

And! People always leave , people whom i actually enjoy hanging out with , people whom i laugh and joke with , people like Vann la. Darn, aye boy, if i come on thursday, its for you okay! Extra love for me!




If I could take you away
Pretend I was queen
What would you say
Would you think I'm unreal
'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Want to be your everything

Everything...

Everything's falling, and I am included in that
Oh, how I try to be just okay
Yeah, but all I ever really wanted
Was a little piece of you


xoxo, Mandy.

My wonder.

Dreams of Santorini ; a get away.

But what's there not to like?

Imperfections , but I can't have everything . So gotta learn how to love and just improve aint it so?

Plus there is really isnt much not to like is it ?
A hollow phase is coming .
The js always gets to me no?
And I am so happy lalaing with my mates , I see no room left.

It's been a far too loooong two weeks, I promise my body my soul & mind to slow down this week, cause I need it.
So lift me high , above the clear blue sky.

xoxo, mandy.

But your so yummy, how can i resist?

Steve Aoki 2009. He is kick ass awesome okay this dude, the moment he starts spinning you cannot stop till he stops . On Sunday which was hariraya, I was darn tired from the week already. And I was in the mist of doing a photoshoot project for a girlfriend of mine in pretty ntu. When Joe called and asked if I wanted to go to zouk, i was like, aye? on a sunday? He's like yeah, steve aoki's coming again, remember last year?. I was like darn right I am going. So rushed home, watched Man Utd win Man City, rushed off to meet melly first then joe. Got to Zouk got inside, chilled at members. Made fun of one another and Vann said he is leaving soon for some soccer thing in 3 weeks ): Then we headed down at the stero where we were at last year. Hahaha, grab drinks and I couldnt' stop shaking already. Sean jon black came to say hi for a bit . Momentarily injuried by two girls, one pushed on the table, one sunk her heels on my feet causing a big fat bruise. And guess who I saw that night? Christopher! Hahaha, it's been a while, plus we cannot converse properly because of our parents but still good seeing him. Afterwards some crazy irritation got to me and I actually got alittle annoyed so I'm kinda embarrassed but its cool its cool. Then Melly and I went home , tired! but steve aoki rocks socks please.
Cant wait for next year!

main course.

Oh what can i say? heehee

in the process of playing kings.

aye melody , nice photo? (: we all love this photoooo

ed's belly dancing act (:

my giant's lonnnng hands that stop everyone from burning him on the field!

my two favourite rugby players (:

my favourite sixteen year old chindian

awesome dinner, awesome crowd, awesome after party.

So on Ed's birthday dinner, I made him a sweet touching card hahaha then met Melo to go down to CQ, Shiraz for his dinner. We didnt want to be late so hahaha we werent for the first time ever. Haha, and then the food came rolling in, it was absolute mouth watering yummy! and it was plentiful! And and I got to see some of my dearest friends I havent seen in awhile, like HARRESH and Mitchy . Plus it helps if everyone hehe looks good and so adorable! And I hooked Jeetjeet with some random indian man at cq and he was weeeirrrrd hahahaa.After food and ed's belly dancing act hahahaha, we all headed back to Ed's to chill. We played kings and for some odd reason I always get the 4th king. Our very own band jammed and played good music while we all sing along and rotate. Then we had our own laughters and jokes on the bed, outside , and teasing was up thru the roof, pairing people up with people heeheee. And we were laughing so much, thinking about it now makes me laugh. Plus jeet was out to get back for that indian man. hahahahahaha , and melo melo melo (: Around 4ish, we headed home. tired yo boy! Oh well hahahahaa I cant wait to go out together with the boys & girls coming week!



























UB's DND on Friday. Rushed home, changed showered prepared act pretty infront of the mirror . Waited for kevin to come grab me, headed off to Grand Copthorne hotel for our yummy DND. Met Melo and Travers there. Headed to meet our table peeps which consist of fel and her friend, gill and her friend , justin ken nurul, travers melo & i. Justin Ken Nurul were performing and did I mention how awesome they sound? (: Plus dinner was darn yummy so was the wine & beer. Hahahhaa, then there were table games which I still think we should have won. And then I went up t that best dressed thing and so embarrassing la okay. My apparent partner and I didnt quite know what to do . But it was all good fun yeah? (: Afterwards when it ended. we were dancing on the dance floor and chilling and drinking and melly came too. More chilling then zouk. Then my mind block so the bits and pieces I dont remember it was freaky but my girls told me I was fine. So I guess its all good yeah? But beside that, DND was awesome fun.



I told you my weekend was nothing short of awesomeness. (:

xoxo mandy.