Crashing sunsets.

Gravity
Stop pullin' me

I know that you still haven't found you,
And when I wanna stand on my own too
Suddenly you start to show
Signs of what is possible

Then you're back to your ways
And I let me down
Tell me why I keep tryin'a stay around
When all my family
They always telling me

To be through with you
And I know that deep down I'm callin' time on you
On you
On you

Every time I'm ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pullin' in the wrong direction
Divin' in with no protection
Man, you can't keep steerin' me wrong

Oh gravity
Pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Why you pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Just like gravity
Gravity

I know I betrayed but I'm made to
Ignore the universe when I see you
Cause every night the stars will shine
Verging into U-turns times

Anythin' that they can just to change my mind
When I pass your road I can't help rewind
What is wrong with me?
All that I wanna be is

Through with you
And I know that deep down I'm callin' time on you
On you
On you

Every time I'm ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pullin' in the wrong direction
Divin' in with no protection
Man, you can't keep steerin' me wrong

Oh gravity
Pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Why you pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Just like gravity
Gravity
Stop pulling me
Gravity

Be quiet, let me leave, let me go
Don't say another word
Cause with every sound
You're pullin' me down

Baby,
You got a hold on me
Like gravity

Yeah
Yeah
Gravity

Every time I'm ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pullin' in the wrong direction
Divin' in with no protection
Man, you can't keep steerin' me wrong

Oh gravity
Pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Why you pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Just like gravity
Gravity...

There's gotta be more to life then just chasing every temporary high.
xo, mandy.

One paper down.
three more to go!

and im sick.

what aaaaa bummmmeeer.

xo.

Lesson Learned.

He broke my heart
And now it's' raining
Just to rub it in
I'm at your door
I feel so crazy about it
You'll say "I told you so"
You saw it long ago
You knew he had to go
I finally came round'
I'm back on solid ground
Can't let it get me down

It's' alright
It's' alright
It's' alright
It's' alright
It's' alright
It's' alright

Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned
So called it a lesson learned
My soul has returned
So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned

Sometimes
Some lies
Can take a minute
To fully realize
His tears
Your eyes
Thirty seconds to apologize
You give it one more chance
Just like the time before
But he already know you'd give a hundred more
Until that night in bed
You wake up in a sweat
You're racing to the door
Can take it anymore

I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned
So call it a lesson learned
My soul has returned
So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned

Life perfect
Ain't perfect
If you don't know what the struggles' for
Falling down
Ain't falling down
If you don't cry when you hit the floor
It's called the past cause I'm getting past
And I ain't nothing like I was before
You ought to see me now

Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned
So call it a lesson learned
My soul has returned
So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned

Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned
So call it a lesson learned
My soul has returned
So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned

hahahaha tell you something super adorable in my investment textbook.
There's this theory, called, Dow Theory.
Its about trends in stock market.
Let me explain why I said it's adorable.
This guy his theory revolves around water.
Tides in the oceans, trends resembling waves, short run movements like ripples.
Okay it might not that cute to you, but imagine reading a crazy thick textbook and finding something like that?
Definitely placed a smile on me face.

(:

Papers counting down, 2 days.


yay for chelsea.

oh by the way, did you watch Mark Zhao on the stars award tonight?
He is insanely charming no?
( please god please god please god. ahahaahahaha im darn funny am i not? LOL )


Today in church the pastor said, " If you dont stand for anything, you'll fall for everything. "
isnt it true?
compromises and stuffs, but yeah.
Reminds me of alot of things.
anyways, I just keep doing my thaaangggg,
and God you'l just keep doing your thinggggg.
And make me happy in your way.


I am still thinking of you this dream boy.
xo, mandy.

kick ass

I stole from my sissy blog. hahahaa
"A person who has good thoughts cannot ever be ugly. You can have a wonky nose and a crooked mouth and a double chin and stick-out teeth, but if you have good thoughts they will shine out of your face like sunbeams and you will always look lovely."

Never allow someone ever , ever, everrrrrr, to make you feel small.
Cause , who gave them the right to make you feel bad?


btw, we caught KICK ASS tonight, it was plain awesome.
it definitely kicked some ass.
ooh and on the drive back, guess whose car was right beside ours?
alaric's.

randomness no?


x, clocking crazy hours of studying & occasionally thinking of you and hoping your doing fine.

This is your life.

Dont want to ever wake up one day,
and have a large pop up question above my head saying,
What have I done with my life?


Shall live, & embrace,
never stop, never stay stagnated,
always be on the move..
Ever changing but always recognizable


STUDY.

Heavy rains.

Everyone knows I love rainy days,
at least people who loves me, know that.

I love the light pitter patter sound it makes.
The watery greeny scent before it comes,
the cold sharp but gentle scent when it's pouring
&
the fresh light cool scent when it's done cleansing.

But, today's rain,
today's heavy thunder lightening dark rain,
me no likey this. its scary and threatening ,
shooting bolts , screaming out rumbles every few second,
it unease me...

x, mandy.

Long showers.

DO IT.

xoxo.

long rainy days.
bought too much stuffs in body shop.
bad coffee at the library, really super bad.
One day I am gg to watch the entire 9 seasons of Friends.

study!

Your more then just a beautiful face.

Do you know what your dreams are?
Do you know how to reach there?
Do you know, what you want?

When?


It was last day school.
A day of surprises, happy shopping moments, studying, meeting my mates, laughing like usual, like no tomorrow.

it's how funny sometimes life comes a full circle.

And remember, Your always at the right place.

study!

x.

dreamcatcher.

Sometimes I am so funny, looney, I amuse myself.
(:

Maybe I enjoy it a bit too much.
btw it stinks when after 3 years i still find expectedly things lying around
with you all over it.


x.

body combat.

I LOVE BODY COMBAT CLASS
AHAHAHAHAHAHA.
If i get a bod like hers, i will be happier.
no need so like defined, but just you know, toned.
happy already! but you know...
oh wells.

Trying to balance my life, study gym study gym school dins study movie gym study study study!!!! rah.


how to study finish seriously?

btw, i think lately im quite a boring person, ive got nothing to talk about most of the time. i just laugh and all but seriously, i think, when life toned down, i actually toned down too, not so much of chitty chatty chatter.
Oh no.
teen crisis.



HAPPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA TEO.
x.

Horizon.

Upon receiving the form to be fill up for my certificate,
It is finally dawning on me, that I am, about to freaking, graduate.
:/

Dont know how I feel about that though.
Except maybe a lump is being build up in my throat.
The horizon out there, too vast for me.

Uncomfortable feeling so I am just going to build a pretense.

tata! exams are here, meltdown starts.

Running.

Running, still one of my favourite things to do besides reading munching people watching gaming. hahaha ya gaming hahahahaha anyways.

Had a awesome friday today, school, studied , gym cardio madness , dinner with my mates jeronme adam ivan melly stanley, genie and alex joined us. laugh like shit half of the time. And I almost fell today at the hawker centre. was laughing so damn hard at something stanley said and my legs were crossed right, so i was laughing and leaning to the side and then i tripped and couldnt uncrossed my legs fast enough ahhaha. but okay, funny.

thought this was one of the coolest advertisement ive seen, thats used as a reminder.

walking on thin line, needa be a bit more careful.
all these complicated things, complex emotions
not for me.
I just trust God and then, i just keep busy doing my things.

X, mandy.

Imagine.

“Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really.
How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that is so deeply part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it?
Perhaps four or five times more, perhaps not even that.
How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps 20.
And yet it all seems limitless.”

This is a passage from The Sheltering Sky by Paul Bowles, and the inspiration for our subject’s SOTM.
He wrote: “When I first heard these words in the 1990 film of The Sheltering Sky, I stopped in my tracks. It's natural to go through life without confronting your mortality, but every now and again a reminder can do wonders for your outlook. Bowles tackles the familiar theme of Carpe Diem with such simple eloquence that his words have stuck to me like glue ever since. It makes me cherish every day of my son's childhood even more.”

www.someoneoncetoldme.com




Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one



Never forget that Time is Finite, it's not infinite.
Live life, Cherish now, Give like your full of it,
Forgive because there will be lighter weight to be carried around,
Dream because you should never stop
& Love , like you never loved before.

X , mandy.

meltdown.

I only slept 3 hours for the past two days.
I should go to sleep now
Goodnight.


To Understand A Women Heart...............

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,

yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry he! r husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."



HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNABELLE HO SHU FEN
love.

Feist.

The blues for the win .
Anyways, crazy weekend, didnt study. Guilt like mad but happy that I did it anyways. Maybe when i take my test tml, I wouldnt be this happy already. Oh well, sheesh.
Trying to let people who arent important, go, and not be bother with what they think and say , and keep those I love close. Trying..

happy easters lovelies.

Your like my secret stash of drugs.

xo.

First days of Springs.

Would you play make believe with me? Wishing someone else would live this out for me.
Just this particular phase. Since when did it became a chore?
These choices, why is it so difficult to make?
I just feel like floating around and play make believe.
Feel cope feel suffocated.
Need guidance.
Need to go , find a hole and play hide & seek a bit.
Feel like just running in an open field and never stopping.
feel like im choking on words i cannot spit out.


Still think pop up picture books are fascinating.
btw amanda, what were you thinking?
ready not.
these self loathing guilt issues going to eat you up one day.


Okay! Goodnight.

x.