Sunday, August 22, 2010

Shape Run 2010.



BIB_NO DISPLAY NAME NETT_TIME GUN_TIME PLACING
5078 AMANDA HO 00:34:00 00:34:55 444


If you are wondering what is the above strange figures, it's my timing and position . Not too bad okay, there were like 5000 babes please. Hhahaha okay fine, i'll try to run faster with my bombom.


Well you see, I always am the kind of person that kept a list of things to do before I hit a certain age or basically before I die.. Haha, granted not on a list but definitely up there in my not so hollow brain.
So the one thing I have always wanted to do, that was quite up there in my list, was to do a marathon. Hahaha okay granted this Shape Run is just 5km, haha but at least I entered myself into a race. So my marathon days will come, just you wait and see. But I'm definitely elated that I did this together with my moochie Sashie. She kept me going and plus we were always laughing so much it was funny. Plus I never knew how many people would sign up for the race, it was crazy mad amount of people infront & at the back of us. We were so scared that if we were to tripped, we might just might, potential die. hahahha but whichever, I am glad I did the race.

(:



6.45am.


7.15am.


before the race.


10am.




Oh dinner & inception with Richard & Kim when he came back for hols and now he's back in denmark.
Sherry & I were so like " we gotta go Denmark " you should hear about the school system aye!


Okay anyways, this week been slow and a tad edgy. However it's all good now, found assurance and not yet new passion for life but im getting there. So in summary, I hit the gym on Monday, slacked off cause pms hit me on wednesday. Met up with lionel and melody on friday after crow bar awards. We grabbed tcc, indulge a bit then we went to zouk around 2am. Interesting night aye, happy with highs and lows, so i love you lionel ( for reasons you know appreciate it okay laopa ) & love you melody ( for accompanying me whichever ) .

Waking up to woozyness then headed to youth service with sherry. It was a bit strange for me cause I guess different? After all I grew up in a charismatic church so definitely different. But I enjoyed the fellowship and discussion plus a pretty bee somewhere hahah. Hung out with new friends and bunked over sherry's.



We ended up watching this movie called, " The Story Of Us " it wasnt your typical lovey dovey movie for sure, it was a tad long winded , at times even painful to watch. Like I was screaming at the screen, " Snap out of it, move on from the fight " I even said like if marriage is going to be like that, I aint gg to get myself a hubby. But alas, it made alot of sense, i think it was painful cause it was so real , like there wasnt like unrealistic words or so make believe glam. It was so believable , thus making the fights so painful to watch.


" Ben: Are you saying Chow Funs because you can't face telling the kids? Because if that's why you're saying Chow Funs, don't say Chow Funs
Katie
: That's not why I'm saying Chow Funs. I'm saying Chow Funs because we're an us. There's a history here, and histories don't happen overnight. In Mesopotamia or Ancient Troy there are cities built on top of other cities, but I don't want another city, I like this city.
I know what kind of mood your in when you wake up by which eyebrow is higher,
and you know I'm a little quiet in the morning and compensate accordingly, that's a dance you perfect over time.
And it's hard, it's much harder than I thought it would be, but there's more good than bad and you don't just give up!
And it's not for the sake of the children, but God they're great kids aren't they?
And we made them, I mean think about that! It's like there were no people there, and then there were people and they grew, and an an an I won't be able to say to some stranger Josh has your hands or remember how Erin threw up at the Lincoln Memorial
And I'll try to relax, let's face it, anybody is going to have traits that get on your nerves, I mean, why shouldn't it be your annoying traits, and I know I'm no day at the beach, but I do have a good sense of direction
so I can at least find the beach, which isn't a weakness of yours, it's a strength of mine.

And God your a good friend and good friends are hard to find. Charlotte said that in Charlottes Web
and I love how you read that to Erin and you take on the voice of Wilber the Pig with such dedication even when your bone tired.

That speaks volumes about character!
And ultimately, isn't that what it comes down too?
What a person is made of?
That girl in the pin helmet is still here 'bee boo bee boo'
I didn't even know she existed until you and I'm afraid if you leave I may never see her again,
even though I said at times you beat her out of me, isn't that the paradox?
Haven't we hit the essential paradox? Give and take, push and pull, the yen the yang.

The best of times, the worst of times!I think Dickens said it best, 'He could eat no fat, his wife could eat no lean', but, doesn't really apply here does it? What I'm trying to say is, I'm saying Chow Funs because, I love you "

& she said it all like within a couple of breathes.

Anyways, we headed to church service today. It was good, really good, totally good. Good, i liked it today. After , sherry mark andrew and me we headed to redcross home for erm some muscle thingy disease where all the patients have that sickness. We spent time talking & basically keeping them company. it was good, therapeutic no doubt.


Okay goodnight cupcakes.
I am sooooo shagged. Tomorrow, a new start.
I'm going to get my life back on track.

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