Last night i had a dream of you & me , what was different was, it wasnt one of those sweet head over heels dreams.
it was scary actually,thinking about it. it was us , having a family.
weird as hell, but that feeling, a wee bit psycho, warm my tummy up.
with you, it never cease to be weird.
I dont know why but i am hella tired.
didnt do much today except for channel surfed, blogged, bought stuffs online, and eat.
i will sleep now.
btw , being pushed into the opt theater was fun, the nurses and doctors were insanely sweet and singing train songs hahaha can u believe it? then being on that cold operating theater, lying butt naked,with tons of people fuzzing around me, they asked me if i played alot of sports or if i swam alot cause i was super tanned.. as though we were having a cuppa latte in the cafeteria .poking me here and there, with lights shining directly at me, rooms white as hell, it was super surreal. interesting even as i resist against the anesthetic , alas of course i lost.
actually what was scary is that, something can knock you out so bad that for the next couple of hours you got no idea how you got to one place to another, who put on your medical opt clothes back on for you, if you spit too much blood inbetween. haha what was interesting is, you ended up speck clean and lying neatly on another comfy bed. pain resides in and out.
surreal cause it doesnt seems like it happened.
amanda home on a friday night : Quite surprising
amanda home on a friend night with not even a bottle of beer in her tummy : Super surprising.
my handsome doctor will be so proud of me.
okay man, i am glad to take this time off.
Hopefully i'll be able to go to church on sunday.
night.
xx
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