because everyone deserves to be happy.

Arms around my body
Kisses on my skin
I walk away
I walk away
But he lingers

Maybe it should matter
More to be myself
I walk away
I walk away
But he lingers

And everyone says
This love will change you
Well I ask, does anything ever stay the same
No, no, no
Just same changes

Ooh (changes, the same)
Ooh (changes, the same)

In the magic hour
Lantern petals glow
I walk away
I walk away
But you linger

Light as any flower
You don’t even know
You pick me up
You pick me up
With two fingers

And everyone says
This love will change you
Well I ask, does anything ever stay the same
No, no, no
Just same changes

Ooh (changes, the same)
Ooh (changes, the same)

Every day I want to freeze frame
Scrambling my sleep to keep this fragile frame
From the wind, from the driving rain
Soon as it begins it begins to change its strange changes

Ooh (changes, the same)
Ooh (changes, the same)

Careful and with patience
Hold this tender heart
Leave a well of tiny threads with two fingers
Standing in the garden
Gathering the dusk
We hold the sun and golden one and we linger

And everyone says
This love will change you
Well I ask, isn’t that what love’s supposed to do
Yeah, yeah, yeah
It’s same changes

Ooh (changes, the same)
Ooh (changes, the same)
Ooh (changes, the same)
Ooh (changes, the same)


Life is so vast, so big and endless.
All its paths are for you to define, all of its dreams for you to chase,
its rules are for you lay down, boundaries for you to set.
Sometimes ,watching some movies like Morning Glory,
gives me a pretty big slap that life isnt just about work, about past heartbreak.
of how life isnt how i envisioned it to be.
every sunrise is beauty, every sunset different.

Am I happy at where I am at?
are the dreams I am chasing, my dreams?
I only got one life to live, average of 80 years to live, 20 years gone.
Responsibilities and mundane life style isnt mine.
I do not want a normal life, i want an extraordinary life.
And all i need to do is... to figure what does extraordinary life means to me.
what makes me happy.

I really do believe somehow or rather, you can strike a balance , a balance in work, with love , with family, with your own dreams.
You just need to always remember that, and not get suck into one corner too much, too long that you forgot how to crawl back out.

I want to explore, cry from painful experience , jump for joy at my hard work being appreciated,
never cease topping my mushy brain with knowledge , i want to love like i never did before,
still go about in missions , helping little kiddos whatever i can.
need to find my passion.

I dont need big dreams, i just need happy little dreams.
i know everything can be so super dups scary, every tiny step carefully calculated,
but isnt life a wee bit too short for you to take so much time to evaulate?
then again conflicting thoughts like, life is a wee bit short for you to not evaulate and make a mistake.
But i must remind myself, all the things i do, i gotta do it for a right cause, not cause i want to prove a particular person wrong.
Its kinda sad that i still pursue your approval, maybe cause i care tooo much. but it wouldnt always be like that aye.

I see who i want to be, I see it so clearly, it isnt who i am now, but sooner or later i will.
Out there, in another continent , working my butt off, heartbreaks left behind, willing to push to explore.

Sooner or later, i am gg to find that one person that when i walk away, he lingers.
and that he, will be absolutely perfect.

Goodnight.
Life is for you to define, cause everyone deserves to be happy.
I cannot wait to finally wake up one day, and smile super wide and feel like finally,
life has struck its cords right with me.