Pointing fingers & tooties rolls.

"First I was dying to finish my high school and start college.
And then i was dying to finish college to start working.
Then i was dying to for my children to grow old enough so i could go back to work
But then i was dying to retire.
And now i am dying.
and suddenly I realized I forgot to live.

Please don't let this happen to you.
Appreciate your current situation & enjoy each day.


- To make money we lose our health,
& to restore our health we lose our money.
We live as if we are never going to die
and we die as if we never lived."


I needa to start getting rooted.
I had an amazing Saturday , got a glimpse and definitely a good feeling of what used to be and how much I missed out on. I used to resent and felt bad for myself for not being as much as a part of that group as I was, but I learned that , as life passes by , I will have more things on my plate, and still 24 hours 7 days a week , 12 months , 365 days. So you take some and leave some, try your best to stay in the loop, drop out sometimes cause life takes a toll, but always make sure, the people you care about , knows you care. Dropping a text occasionally takes only 10 seconds at most. If they dont understand , or get mad at your, pardon them, they probably misses you. Or, you just didnt show them that you care.

So remember, if you love someone, if you care about someone, remember to let them know.

I had tons of laughter, tons of memories flash backs, how the entire group changed, new people, old people, how different it is. Sometimes I still miss that friday group. That never fails to make me smile and look forward to it, we were a happy bunch of silly people.

Work tomorrow! And I appreciate my situation and my life and I lift up my Monday to God.
Today during sermon, it was about, investing time and money into things that are uncertain and are going to be ruin in the end, what you spend your time & money on, reflects your inner values.

Goodnight beautiful people.


~ Sometimes, I still blame you , blame you , for what exactly I dont know. Maybe for how sometimes I feel, all those emotions rattles and keeps me at bay, doubting myself. If I got one shot, I will still have taken it.
& I should keep that thought out of my mind.

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