Full frontal faith.

Its a bit sad cause I sort of forgotten how to totally enjoy the feeling.
Its like if i were to achieve something , i just taste and lick off the surface and say mm okay thats enough for now. But its all mine! i should be up and jumping, singing at the top of my lungs, feeling like the world has finally looked right. and everything falls into place.
Somehow somewhere long before today, I must have misplaced that ability.
Still a pocket full of sunshine but maybe its hidden somewhere , needa unravel it.
Cause this is certainly not the way to live, and it is definitely not mine to live.

I will explode with the emotion later.
I definitely will.

(:

it will be a sweet sweet feeling.
Unhinged unprotected and just pure emotions.

Oh lovelies, just keep swimming, dont drown, dont let the dark sea trap you.
After all, Life isnt all about rainbows. But when the rainbow disappear and the dark pool of murky water traps you, drown and grasp for air. Then swim .. swim unto the next rainbow.
Cause there's always another rainbow filled with unicorn.

Thank you God for all that I have received and will be receiving.
Counting the blessings as I go.
Making every second count.

xx.