After awhile when life sorts of gets to you, you will realize that you find it difficult to put all your eggs into one basket. You feel like, maybe you shouldnt , you should scatter it all around, the sentence in your head thats probably on repeat is " Just in case,... Just in case.. " It applies it almost every area, from relationships, after one failed relationship, you tend to move back and then scatter all around , never having just one basket or more then one egg in one basket. and to job interviews, you feel like you want it but you enter, feeling like if i want it too much, and i dont get it, the disappointment is overwhelming. then you chide yourself for allowing hope to seep through your cells.
But hey.. is living medicore your type of life? is not hoping and always waiting for the worst to happen your thing? are you always just sitting around waiting for the last shoe to drop so you can say, " ah huh! i told you so "
How can it be the right way to live? I know its difficult, frankly I cant even put all eggs in a baskets yet, all the what ifs, just in case, sensibility vs naive . but at least, i am trying to.
My accomplishments is not measured by mere say, my accomplishments is however I want to set them,
it is dictated by nothing, but me.
Fingers crossed.
have a little faith my dear ones.
Goodnight.
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