Girls.

I do not appreciate it when i feel like I need to explain about certain action or choice that I made. And I cannot appreciate sweetness that causes my tooth to ache. Maybe its just me but I dont like it, or maybe its not you or anyone that can make me appreciate it. I feel constrict and I feel small, and my stomach churn. And I wanna run, away, again.

I need a break. Exams are coming, so I can dig a hole and burrow through it.

xoxo, mandy.

Parfaits.

Your always gonna haunt me for that particular night 1 year ago.
Dragging 'round an old guitar that I can't even play
I fade into your background like a piece of yesterday
I might be a nobody to you
But somewhere they're gonna listen

If you would get to know me
Maybe you would love me
I'm so ordinary
And if you would let me know you
Maybe I would show you
Wouldn't we be something?

Sad the way we always seem to pass by one another
Hiding, so afraid of the things we might discover
Caught up in a moment that only you can live in
You never know who's giving the air that you might breathe in
perhaps if you gotten to know me properly, you wont' just see a 19 year old kid, but maybe more.
Finally the weekend is catching up with me. I am darn shag.
Fingers cross for quiz tomorrow!



Meredith Grey, " In the hospital, we see addiction every day. It's shocking, how many kinds of addiction exist. It would be too easy if it was just drugs and booze and cigarettes.
I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right? Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control.
It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away.

The thing about addiction is, it never ends well. Because eventually, whatever it is that was getting us high, stops feeling good, and starts to hurt.
Still, they say you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom. But how do you know when you are there?
Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes, letting it go hurts even worse."

I loooooooooove greys. can't wait for season premiere!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMYHO.
I LOOOOOVE YOU DARN ALOT, WE ARE GOING TO HAVE A AWESOME DAY.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC POOOH
I LOVE YOU EXTRA BECAUSE YOU HAVE THE SAME BDAY AS ME MUMMY.
HEHEHEHE.


xoxo , mandy.

but your so yummy!

The untouchable , unreachable , always makes it much thrilling.
And tugs the strings a little harder then usual.
My touch on yours wonderful board.
I already claimed that title of ,
King of wishful thinking.


Xoxo, mandy.

What a weekend baby.

If it's anything, this weekend proved every fiber in my soul that doubted or felt bad about being momentarily alone, wrong.It wasnt even about boys, okay maybe a little. But it's more of being able to make decisions offhand on my own without feeling guilty or anything for any thing I do or I didn't do. Plus it didnt harm if the parties this weekend was offhand awesome. Ooh, this is, life.
Woah, if it's anything, this weekend was , legen, wait for it........ dary.

XOXO, mandy.

Brighter then sunshine.

Of love with city love and to our love,
Mixed with aromas of food , of miss bellydancer piglet,
Of glasses clinking ,
Drinking up to Kings,
Of joy of laughter & giggles ,
Serenading with voices of angels , sings along,
Of fluttering of eyes of pumping heart, of rushing blood,
Joys of pretty ladies left & right ,
Of cute boys down & up.
Best thing is, the bonds that are intertwined deep within.
Oh Life, is good.
This is Life.

(:




Pss: These are the reasons why I enjoy being one. It only takes less then 24 hours to flutter, or perhaps I'm too set in my ways. After all, two years is pretty darn long.

xoxo mandy.

Mind blocks.

Despite initial jitters , I thought DND was amazing fun and we laughed so much I think my mouth cramped. But what is not so cool is , mind blocks. From the time we left the hotel to zouk , till I went home, those inbetweens 3 hours odd, I do not. I do not , freaking remember anything when I woke up this morning. It's one of the most scary moments in my life. Having no recollections of what I did or didnt do. ): But my melodies assured me that nothing major happened. I sure hope so, fingers cross.

ED'S BIRTHDAY DINNER TONIGHT. CANNOT BE LATE! (:
xoxo. mandy

I love you but.... (:

If I EVER find that particular one , I am NEVER EVER , letting go.

right melly? If not you owe me that perfect sperm okay? AHHAAHHAHAHA


On the other hand (: watch this video.