i am stress...

i am not suppose to be this stress .

i should have given more time and thought into this planning.

i dont feel like doing anything anymore.

want it to be perfect, but my heart is pumping over rate .

what if the food isnt hot?

what if the food isnt nice?

what if the food not enough?

am i spending too much unnecessarily?

what if the space is too small?

what if the drinks run out?

what if there isnt any more mixers?

what if the ice runs out?

what if everything turns shit?

no wonder people say dont set expectations, hence avoid the disappointment.

argh.

fuck.

i should have thought longer before booking the hotel.

:( this sucks.