Tired! A crazy weekend.. with tons of emotions all mixed together. Loved & lost, guilt , missing , betrayal , lies , smiles , laughter .... tons of them. Well, whichever it is. I am just taking the day to sleep off everything. Sometimes, as much as i want to understand, i just dont. so dont expect me too when the day comes. why lie to me? your friend. sigh. too busy to bother anymore.
Goodnight.
` maybe this is what it is again, knowing that i have that feeling but not feeling that emotion, feel like the need to cry, but my entire being cant be bothered. well its a good thing, numb aye? i think i imagined too much, delusional when it comes to you. and sometimes i see things i dont want too, and i cringe. eek, cause i always chose to forget and play pretend, but those things happened.. i cant accept it sometimes. Well. all things came one circle.
think i need to go for my body combat classes again. release some tension.
tired.
x
feel like grabbing a handful of colorful sugar and eating them.
hehe
night.
hello, can we be friends?
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