Barenaked.: No mountain's too high.

I wished I knew, I wished I wasn't, & I wish I was more.
Then I realized, I am wrong on all levels.
I am what I am, a tap out of running emotions, with no more to give.
There isnt seem to be a way to be filled right up to the brim.
School used to be my routine, my safe haven, my everyday go to.
Now I'm confused and lost without it, thus the random outbursts of impulsion acts.
Which means, for me at least, I need a routine in my life.
I remember , a time not too far away from now, that all i ever needed was school,
my school mates, my mates, gym, friday soccers, inbetween parties, epl nights , sunday church .
Never needed anything else, gotta find that job ,
gotta find that routine before I do stupid things again.
I remember my aspirations, i remember my direction
and thats where I am heading too.

My 20th birthday, 19th june 2010.
venue : grand hyatt thanks to melo
peeps : everyone that's important to me was there.

It was awesome, thanks to melo lionel st for helping me much.
Beside that, everyone that i love, pretty much was there.
Epic night i must say. My room has to get like electric shock kinda crap that smoke up the entire
room right before my 12am birthday. so mad rush to clear room, then pretending that it isnt my birthday yet.
hahahah , ed's rountined amanda's birthday must drink down 20 seconds of alcohol. lotsa fun lotsa fun , epic and fun . Sorry this came so late but thanks for coming you peeps , making it every bit special, love the presents, and many more to come.