Barney Stinson.

I wonder how would you react to the idea that
I have been toying around in my head for sometime.
Maybe this isnt the right time, maybe next time.
But I dont think you will ever be at a place permanently.

I AM SO TIRED, MY HEAD IS THROBBING.
GET PSYCH.
GOODNIGHT.

" Always remember to give Time, time. "

XX

Weary Monday.

Dozing at 3am, dreading 6.30am alarms, showering and going about doing the mundane things. Starting off the day , bright and sunny, plastered smile. accompanied by my cherished friend, off to tjp, morning crazy trains that i cant enter, listening into office gossips, peeking at the extremely looker right in the cabin fumbling alot, stuffing down giggles. forms and cabs and trains and interview in cold room, boring interview. journey to gwc , meeting a fellow mate, understanding abit better of what i am getting myself into. getting frustrated as my crazy iphone battery went plunging . going for the next interview with another cherished mate , enjoying myself and being able to envisioned a certain journey but met with a huge setback. my age. lollyyyyyyyyy, oh wells, 20 years of age is apparently not enough. Quite sad. but oh wells, at least i know from now till June, i gotta do mundane jobs till i get to do something i like. So, opts here i come.

shopping and eating and slacking and complaining, hahahaha thanks low sin ting.

okay, i am damn shag, i gotta sleep, my damn hair is wet, angry.
tomorrow another crazy morning rush.
Long week ahead!
i hope to get all of these done soon!

I am pretty sure my weekend would be awesome.
Darn sure i deserve it!!
Or, i could just sleep the entire weekend away.
hahaha, look at me, visioning the weekend already.
poopoo.

Okay, nighty lovelies.

Watch, Mind Your Language on Okto every monday at 11pm for a funny feather tickle.

xx

Once.

Sometimes you get to experience it once a life time.
Over and done with .
A choice you gotta make ,
A choice you gotta live with.
Xx

Cause the hands on the clock shows no signs of stopping.

I've always wanted to live forever, to live till time doesnt has a hold on me.
To just drag around my feet , all around the sand and watch sun rise after sun rise.
And now, i've decided, out of nowhere, i just wanna live.

I dont have to live forever, I just want to live.
Right now, right at this moment.
With no fear, okay an adequate amount of fear,
to sail and discover.
To not be afraid and never let time grasp its hold onto me.
I'm 20. I have got a good 50 years infront of me.
I can climb the mountains, swim the deeepest seas,
jump from a building, party all night,
kiss as many people as i want,
dance the night away,
be as free as my soul takes me,
acquire as many skills as i deem desired,
who said we needed a love? we just need mates and heart thats always chasing.

Okay , so hell to my cough, im going to head out tonight.
Even if it meant just doing nothing.

[:

xx

Yellow'ed

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY MUMMYHO.
MY PRETTY MAMA WITH THE HUGE EYES
YOUR AMAZING , GENTLE AND WAY BEYOND.
I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH.
BOTH ANNABELLE & I, WE LOVE YOU TONS.
SO, HAVE AN AMAZING DAY.
AND WE WILL TAKE YOU OUT VERY SOON.

XX.


Still my all time favourite , Coldplay.

I remembered watching that movie, haha the couple always asked the Highs & Lows of the day, every single day. I found it interesting so yes, i will start asking people that.

Im in a pretty good mood today, hahaa which is nice. Cause down isnt my thing.

OKAY GOTTA SLEEP NOW, NIGHTY.

xx.

I had a dream.

I detest being introduced as the other amanda but hey, gotta deal with it . its going to be sticking around, pretty much forever. Sometimes we gotta remember that the handprint we leave on someone's life , is pretty much going to be there forever, yeah, till time is over on your hourglass.
Therefore, no doubt the past is the past but learn from it, make better choices, dont sell yourself short, dont settle for anything lesser then the best but , dont be too blind to see that you already have the best in your hands.


I love my family so much btw.
They are one bunch of annoying quirky people but at heart, sincere and gentle.


Oh interviews please come my way,
finally im getting my act together.


show you my two favourite cars.

Audi A5 Sportsback.
sweet schmucks haha smoking right? I just saw it today at the customs.

well the other one would definitely be Audi S5.
my first love and probably the reason why giving my life to the bank would be ideal.






Okay going to dream.
I am so stuffed from eating in JB. Darn right, my daddy finally allowed me to go.
And darn we had a feast. Slurps.

Current book read : My Best Friend's Girl - Dorothy Koomson

Goodnight.
xx

Taking risk.

Oh one more thing, read this on lelove.

Monday, July 26, 2010

risk

thedisneyprincess

“Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping beauty let her whole life pass by, Belle fell in love with a beast, Pocahontas risked her life for a feast, Jasmine could have had anyone but she chose a poor man, and Ariel, she walked on land.”

So many people dislike fairytales because it makes us believe in love, believe that a prince will swoop down and save us when something goes wrong. But I’ve come to realise that in every fairytale-like movie, every girl took a risk. Took a risk for love, took a risk in the name of love.

So, how do we know if our own fairytale won’t really happen if we don’t try, if we stop believing in love?

I know it’s hard for some of you to put down their guard and to learn to trust someone else sometimes. I know because I’ve been through it. People like us, we distance ourselves from people we genuinely like just because we are afraid to get hurt. But does building up these walls ultimately saves us from hurting?

It doesn’t.

We’ve got to know that these people, the people we are blocking out because of our own insecurities, will leave someday too. Leave for something better. Everyone will cause you pain and hurt and tears, but you have to decide who’s worth it. And when you make that decision, happiness will come to you. =)

Luv,
Aizhen

Posted by Le Love at 9:57 PM 47 comments

No mountain's too high.

I wished I knew, I wished I wasn't, & I wish I was more.
Then I realized, I am wrong on all levels.
I am what I am, a tap out of running emotions, with no more to give.
There isnt seem to be a way to be filled right up to the brim.
School used to be my routine, my safe haven, my everyday go to.
Now I'm confused and lost without it, thus the random outbursts of impulsion acts.
Which means, for me at least, I need a routine in my life.
I remember , a time not too far away from now, that all i ever needed was school,
my school mates, my mates, gym, friday soccers, inbetween parties, epl nights , sunday church .
Never needed anything else, gotta find that job ,
gotta find that routine before I do stupid things again.
I remember my aspirations, i remember my direction
and thats where I am heading too.


My 20th birthday, 19th june 2010.
venue : grand hyatt thanks to melo
peeps : everyone that's important to me was there.

It was awesome, thanks to melo lionel st for helping me much.
Beside that, everyone that i love, pretty much was there.
Epic night i must say. My room has to get like electric shock kinda crap that smoke up the entire
room right before my 12am birthday. so mad rush to clear room, then pretending that it isnt my birthday yet.
hahahah , ed's rountined amanda's birthday must drink down 20 seconds of alcohol. lotsa fun lotsa fun , epic and fun . Sorry this came so late but thanks for coming you peeps , making it every bit special, love the presents, and many more to come.



important people in my life, sherrymoo and melo.


getting all stocked up.
welcome gift. slurps.






thanks sashie for coming.

twin.





dins at ding tai feng first.



shopping for some alcohol.







hello sherilyn , thanks for the presents and being there.
thanks for the cake and all st!


thanks marc for coming and ur little pretty present (:


always love u babe.
slurps macaroons.





one more !





thanks for coming kevin, though u werent supposed too (:
my brolly nizam!
my bestie melly hiding under the table.


that was supposed to be the theme.


and yes, melly is still under the table.. hahaha

love u guys.

josh, who shares the same birthday as me (:

weirdy person's weirdy friend.








my lilionel chew in his i dont know what samurai thingy.





ed (:
that 20 seconds, killed me.

happy me with my happy birthday cake.
























Thanks to all again!
Goodnight.

WHO WANNA WATCH GOING THE DISTANCE WITH ME? (:
XX