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Story time!

I used to attend school at 7am, which means I wake up at 6am. Then I would get to school , put on my naughty face and have fun. All day long till 5pm. From wearing kappa shit shoe to north star cool ass sneaks. And then I'll head home, do dins and homework then snooze at unearthly hour around 3am. Usually on the phone with melody loy mei shi, laughing about something relatively retarded that makes no sense at all. But we laugh so hard, we just cramp haha. Then it's back to school again, waking upa t 6am, dressing and going to school as though we were the coolest shit ever. Stalking boys our age, stalking boys 2 freaking years younger then us, being stalked.. hahahaha joke. And, good years.

- Year 2002 - Year 2006

I used to attend lectures at 8.30am , that means I gotta be up at 7am. Then I would share the transport with million of other people's butt squeezing in my face every lovely morning. I would get to school, grab snacks, sneak to the freezing lecture room and then try my best to literally stay awake while listening to the monotone of the foreign lecturer go on and on about his credits and how Economics is the best thing that ever happened to him. Then after my lecture, I would head to the place where they serve one of my favourite food ever. Then we would slurp on noodles or rice, chitty chatty all the way through. Even before projects or exams were nearing , we were always at some bench during the first few weeks trying so hard to do constant revision. But as we all know, hahaha it takes so much more then effort.
After awhile, we were sneaking off after lunch. However, before we know it, projects came slapping on our left cheek, exams and tests were slapping on our right. We were camping on benches again, lectures, fooooood! , bench/library/lecture room/starbucks . And day in day out, we spend hours and hours in school.
And then, I graduated. ( honestly, a tad shock face emotion would be good here )

Year 2010 - May.


July 2010

After results were being released, I for one, of course was elated and excited that hey, a new chapter is about to begin. I took off and went around for a couple of short holidays here and there. Gym constantly, party constantly, and bum around so much. I took up a events job before I start my supposedly real job in the bank. 3 weeks into the job, every day I wake up at 8am, squeeze my giganto ass into the train , getting to work with eyes barely opened. Sit at my desk, do my work , sometimes I get to go on field trips , riding the train up and down. Still, every Monday and Wednesday I faithfully hit the gym, tired myself out. I get off work at supposedly 6pm but oh come on, that hardly ever happens. Then I drag myself back to the train to squeeze my pretty ass with everyone's.

So basically, all I do is, sit my ass down, do my work, talk a bit, laugh a tad, and i am fucking tired.


Okay that's the main point of this crazy long ridiculous pointless post.
I do not understand how I can be so much more tired working then being in school.
I feel like I used up more energy being in school, from listening to lectures, writting notes, processing the information, bouncing all around from point North to point South, chatty and chitty all day long so much, running up and down the stairs , actually studying , slogging my books and notes all around.

how can all of that dont tire me out as much as sitting down , using microsoft ppt/word/excel , making phone calls , drafting proposals? Look at the difference of things I gotta do.

darn. if this is how work is going to be like.
I call tis first that I detest it.

Okay, now I'm going to work.

Urgent need to find outlet, place of tranquility and comfort. or it could be a living thing?

xx, love.