Be captivating .

A beautiful song.
"Beautiful"

I was so unique
Now I feel skin deep
I count on the make-up to cover it all
Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention
I thought I could be strong
But it's killing me

Does someone hear my cry?
I'm dying for new life

I want to be beautiful
Make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart,
and be amazed
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
Just want to be worthy of love
And beautiful

Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me
Fighting to make the mirror happy
Trying to find whatever is missing
Won't you help me back to glory

I want to be beautiful
Make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart,
and be amazed
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
Just want to be worthy of love
And beautiful

You make me beautiful
You make me stand in awe
You step inside my heart, and I am amazed
I love to hear You say
Who I am is quite enough
You make me worthy of love and beautiful.



Isnt all these what almost every woman feel? Been reading a book called Captivating. About how we all put up walls , hide ourselves away from the world. how men stop fighting for us, how they immediately back off when they feel too close, making us feel like its our fault... that something is wrong with us, i know i have, felt that way before. Well beside that, the book is amazing, a great book, everyone should read it.
Anyways! Gotta go study!



It's like a moment i've been subconsciously been waiting for.
at the back of my mind all the time but never surfacing enough for me to evaluate.
hahahaha i cannot try to fathom it now but i will after tomorrow.
(:

i am a very happy little girl.


Your like my little secret.
x