Stretched like a tight rubber band.

What if after 10 years, I am still stuck? Because I just keep pretending, just keep denying, just keep moving forward never stopping? Hoping but never trying, reaching but never grabbing, dreaming but never realized it. Too scared to stop, to pause , to think and get a grip on whats happening around me, too scared to feel like theres no ground below.

So I just keep running, keep moving , never stopping.

5 years will come and pass very soon.

What more 10?

Come & gone.

And Im nothing but just a fleeting moment.

xo, mandy.