The lost recipe of happiness.

Love. easy word to spell. easy word to say. most people throw around the word "love" like it's nothing. but it's definitely something. it's that "i can live without you, i just don't want to" kind of feeling that you get when you see that special someone. it's more than romance, more than the exchange of sweet words. it's the feeling of holding hands, soft kisses on the cheek, knowing that no matter what you're going through in life, no matter how you're feeling, that special someone will always be there to brighten your day, to know how to make you smile in their own special way. don't throw the word love around like it's nothing, because it's everything. never tell someone you love them when you don't. wait for that special someone, the one person that makes love what it is. - grey's anatomy

"We could spend our entire life trying to decipher the meaning of love and trying to use words to explain how exactly we feel, but we could never quite find the right dosage of words to explain it. What I know is, it pains to lose someone close to your heart, that ache, it's the opposite of love. it hurts you in places you never thought exist, while Love made you tingle in all places you never knew exist, losing someone close to your red pumping organ and reliving that moment time after time, it's never easy. Who said that after 2 years on , you'll be okay? You'll be okay , your life will move on, but what happens if one day you walk along the streets and bump into that same lover that once held your red pumping organ and smashed it into pieces. In that moment, flashbacks of what used to be reflects in both of your eyes and what could have been follows up. What I am saying is, we all heard of these heartaches and some of us even lived it , but be glad , that at least you love that much once in your life, even if the aftermath of aches were incomprehensible. Do we all gradually move on when we lose that person we always thought was gonna be that one? Do our heart ever beats in that fast beating, palms sweating , butterflies , smiling all around whenever wherever for no apparent reason? How do we do that when that person that shattered that red pumping organ is the very best you can get? Maybe only time can tell. "



Wise old words from a 18 to be little girly.


Funnnnnnnnnny! hahahah!
Oh my gosh , paper tomorrow!
kanchiong spidey only. hahahah!
Anyways, I think its a good thing t have an out of reach person in your life, at least you strive to want to be better. Better in all aspects. Its the ideology of it, not really the person involved.

xoxo, mandy!