I do not enjoy you & the fact of your barriers are still hurting me in certain ways, I do not know how to work my way around it cause there's no other routes to go except head on face plunge. And it's not going to be pretty. I can keep putting it off but apparently it got to me tonight , but I know I am still going to be put it off. ): Perhaps you were not worth all these unnecessary aches.
But , I am glad that our plan for the new year is coming to a full circle. So goody! One thing to be happy about. Fingers crossed for tomorrow! It's going to be a good gooood night!
10 things I appreciate from 2009.
. Getting friends like nizam alex naz justin ken kevin & ed .
. Developing closer & tighter relationships with melody h melly l lionel sherilyn jeremy k
. Still keeping contact with lizzy melanie and sherry.
. Doing well enough in school and moving up to the following last semester
. My amazing family staying healthy & safe
. Being much closer to my kiddy sister Anna Belle
. Me improving and learning to able to let go when issues cant be solved
. Me becoming a better person instead of the other way around
. God's goodness for me even when I am not particularly at my best behaviour
. Being able to go to aussie for 2 weeks ish, one of the best trip in my life
1 thing I do not appreciate in 2009 is, a bunch of friends moving more or less apart
2nd thing I do not appreciate in 2009 is, your invisible barriers hurting me
but all in good of time! happy new year lovelies.
xoxo, mandy.
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