their sand penis for me!
Approximately two weeks ago, it was my 19th birthday. Hello reality, setting itself comfortably right in my face reminding me that youth was sipping away and causing me to insist that youth is nothing but overrated. Ya , right. Ever since I was 16th, I hated turning old. And I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one that been bitten by the Peter Pan syndrome .
This year though, I guess I stopped fighting it and settled that there is no way I can find against Time. It's definitely finite, opposing to how we always like to believe that it's infinite. It's not. So this year, celebrating my 19th birthday was surprisingly , awesome. Line & Melo being awesomely sweet to accompany me through my preparation , all those fancy haircuts hairstyle make up * rolls my eyes , the sorta of a dress i bought and the flower. Dinner with my mates , making it a wonderful start. The first task of standing on the chair telling the entire restaurant it was my birthday , heading off to the beach for the afterparty.
Cafe Del Mar , it was special, heart warming , full of surprises mind you. It was sweetness to the tops when Sher and Ian surprising me with the cake and their return . It was embarrassment in the best scenario ever when Line & Ed insisted I have to , no matter what blow some kinda ridiculous size condom till it burst . I swear I almost fainted trying to. A cup of vodka after , and it got me rolling. Then it was random laughters random hugs random happy birthdays wishes random kissing , Justin and Ken birthday song for me , Melodys Jason and Do's sand penis for me .
Honestly, at some random point of time , I literally paused and take it the atmosphere then and remember thinking that , it was one of the best birthdays ever cause , I look around me and everyone that was important to me , that carries a weight in my heart was there. Of course there were exception that they were like half way around the globe and couldnt be there , I know that they love me. I was happy, still am happy, cause I think that turning 19th , I know I am in a good place now, good time in my life.
So from the bottom of my heart, thank you to everyone that made my birthday wonderful , a precious memory that's etched to my " birthday " files when I draw it out in time to come. I was a very very very happy & contented girl ( not yet a woman okay ) that night. hehehe
It's a start of a new semester, I'll fall back into school rountine , the daily motions , and honestly, I miss school. I miss studying and that motivation to get better grades and that kinda of feeling that you know that you dont have to think where to go when you wake up , cause you already know you gotta be in school. I hope I kick ass this semester. And it's been a great holiday. (:
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