Because I am freaking awesome. No question asked. So, I shall just continue to be nonchalant and get you, over and done with. Sheesh.
I am tooooo cool for this.
Okay! So happy, tomorrow I am going to get my act together. Been procrastinating too long havent I? So unproductive. No wonder I am getting fat. Okay digressing, but I should just dive head in first, then move off from a point. I just need to focus and keep my mind from wandering. Sheesh. Too much I wanna do. I am going to do whatever that makes me happy balls. Okay except, defying my daddyho.
You're The Boy Who Murdered Love Cold hands and a heart of stone You're a midas in reverse You're the king of pain and hurt
And the stars turn into fire And the roses change from red to black You encourage my desire Then you put the arrow in my back
Shot shot shot shot shot like a bullet Stop stop stop stop stop oh you love it No no no no no now you've done it You're The Boy Who Murdered Love Love love love love You're The Boy Who Murdered Love
You're the thief of innocence You're a tainted cherry tree There's a mark upon your skin Where your heart once used to be
You're a sinner with no soul You're the nearly was I never had You're an angel I was told Then you put the arrow in my back
Shot shot shot shot shot like a bullet Stop stop stop stop stop oh you love it No no no no no now you've done it You're The Boy Who Murdered Love Love love love love You're The Boy Who Murdered Love
ouch, ouch , ouch, ouch, ouch. the thing about being not involved for a long time is when you sorta fall, you fall from infinity stories down, crashing hard. even if it's something ridiculously small & insignificant. a tad mellow dramatic i reckon but its my emotions, it cant be sensible all the time can it? some say its ego, partially true but, ridiculously smile right smacked on face that entire night. anguish mainly, feeling silly probably. the price of feeling.
Caged in, tata.
I love you sherilyn, please take care and i'll be seeing you soon enough. Skype for now love. the airport wasnt easy ): , thanks for being encouraging in your little note and hitting it so close to heart. Can't wait till your back.
Sometimes you find it pathetically difficult to take a leap, to step out, to inch out a little, to just, for once, believe a little more, to not destroy the hope before it even materialize. Sometimes, most of the time, you just keep telling yourself, it is okay.
So tired! Stayed up doing a certain someone' gift whose leaving ah ah. ):
Okay, goodnight. A great saturday coming right up, fingers cross. I am going to hopefully let loose and experience the entire excitement. I wanna share with someone though! Gossip! hahaha, had a great time with the boys tonight.
It started with insane friday night, and it has been non stop crazy busy since then. Ivan's 20th birthday, Ed's 20th birthday , Event work from Monday till thursday. Freelancing for event comp. Vivo with emanuel , sherilyn & ian and bringing swiss backpacker around. Night Safari Zirca night with some letting loose moves finally. Happy night sorta of some kind, at least I was happy for that half an hour. But I see a terrible pattern here. My sister says, whatsup with you, you got issues. Well sometimes you gotta love fast and furious, get recharge , even if its silly.
Haha, but it brought that long awaited zest. finally found that mojo back. will be back on track as soon as I get enough sleep! This weekend will be insane.
I LOVE YOU SHERILYN. Sorry I couldnt come tonight. See you soon. Love you!
" we could dance until we die, you and i could be young forever ~ You make me feel Like I'm livin' a Teenage dream The way you turn me on I can't sleep Let's run away and Don't ever look back, Don't ever look back
My heart stops When you look at me Just one touch Now baby I believe This is real So take a chance and Don't ever look back, Don't ever look back " It has always been easy to look at a certain kind of face, and just feel so ridiculously amusingly happy. It could be a pattern, it could be a replacement , it could be just me.
they made me squint my eyes big so they can take a photo to prove my eyes are somewhere there.
Today i met amos, we chitchat he nagged me much, and then he took me to meet this Swiss boy that he is hosting at his place. Which is pretty nice, whats cool is, i spent an entire evening with a total stranger learning about a new culture and well, adding zest to my dried leaves life.
Okay very tired long day, and long weekend.
Goodnight.
missed you man.
" It's hard to wait for something, you know might never happen; but its even harder to give up when you know it's everyhting that you want." Look for that something that is simple, think of when it was simple, that it was sweet and simple..
Love u babe, dont be angry with me ok.
