a whirlwind romance.

Greetings after super long. ;)

ps: I hear daddy taking his favourite potato chips out from aussie outside hahaha and my mum is sipping my belvedere black intense vodka with orange, my parents, are lovely ;)

After 21 years of living, i still do not know how to properly balance my time, i still do not have enough time to keep up with alot of things , alot of people, or even myself. But! still, a pat on my back for surviving after so long. I think theres are studies done that show how many degree of friends you can stay in contact with in your life time, i must have read it somewhere though i cant really figure out what the number was. I googled " How many people can you stay friends with in your life " and they only showed me many websites on " how do you stay friends with your ex boyfriends " , " Is it possible to stay friends with your ex boyfriend ? " goodness me. where on earth was the word boyfriend even in my search query?

Alright sweet pea, i gotta sleep but.. lately tons of things are happening (there's always tons of things going on hehee) , i still pretty much do the same thing, work , eat (tons of food! evitablely too much, but my tummy is very satisfied) , partying (yes partying.. tried cutting down but.. sigh trying trying, lesser then as compared to when i was 18 for sure!) , avalon lauch , events , sherilyn's return to sg , scb charity event , mbs hotel party, surprise birthdays.. for some reason, that i personally reckon is people in general enjoy making love during the holidays. Because! there are tons of birthdays during the Sep and Oct windows. Why!? Perhaps holidays lighten people up, loosen their mood and well, presents make people happy. I have been to, SO MANY birthdays! but I am very thankful for being part of their lives duh. And i have been watching more movies, so up to date with movies now, im a happy chipmunk. Okay , spam some photos after such a long time.

UBIN TRIP! (: my first time. hehe

avalon grand opening.
my new specs!
soccer at kallang! the boys.
the champs girls. (:
scb charity event at ecp

my cousin's airforce social night.
having sherilyn back (:

Spencer's birthday lunch. (:
Butter with jerrie, on a wednesday night! never been out on a wed night for... 2 years? hahaha.
LION KING with douglas!

lionel's post birthday with our fav prawn!

the girlies at eric's surprise bday at winebar!


happy 24th birthday eric!

getting dolled up and waiting for k [:

Prata themed birthday (:

RELLE'S 18th surprise birthday party (:

I need to seriously learn how to sleep more & blog more so i'll be able to look back perhaps 5 years later and see if, what made me upset then, does it matter much now?

And let me know leave you with this question,

When it's all said and done, will you have said more then you've done?

my current fav car. aston martin vantage v12.

GOODNIGHT.

beauty?

Beauty is questionable.

Being content is difficult.

Being envious is fine.. working hard to keep at it is fine.

But all in all, gotta get your heart right with God , all decisions and choices made, depends on wheres the root coming from.

~ besides, i reckon when sometimes someone wants to be in your life, they make time. Not alot of time, cause i definitely understand that Time is so minimal nowadays.. but i dont appreciate it when you know i need you there at a certain point of time but you chose to disappear and come ask me about how i am doing about a particular situation days after. well.. of course im fine, i coped without you being around. gotta make peace.

ive been home the entire weekend guys.

first time in a looooong time.

gotta sleep for church!

nighty.

xx

i miss you tons.

x

How deep is your love // questionable.

We are extremely obsessed with this song, hahaha we been having this song at the back of our head since Saturday! hahahaha goodness me. I have been trying to call 95fm non stop whenever driving, cause i really really wanna hear it on the radio. hahahhaa! Oh wells.. Crazy markets = Crazy work days.

Alright sweeties, i'm going to crash.

A effective way to realize what you are actually hoping for, but.. be careful of the wanting to know the truth though. Cause.. what are you going to do after you know what you want?

All I ever want in life is for my family & friends to be safe and healthy, happy. For me to have a fantastic fulfilling career, to be able to do afternoon tea at the many lovely cafes with a book in my hand, breathe in fresh air and just smile. And always travel.. to see to learn to understand new cultures.

That is all I want out of life.

xx

Wild roller coaster ride.// PS Cafe Brunch.

Christian having super sweet blueberry pancakes at 2pm.

english sausage or something.

my egg benedict, i couldnt finish it .. was out partying the night prior. heehee

but super awesome tasting.

amazed at my boss's adventures photos.

allie working on her Bolognese .
if i am not wrong, lime tart.

my favourite place to do tea at.

Truffled oil fries,which were amazing.

Two weeks ago, after volunteering work with my colleagues. My boss drove us to dempsey to fill our tummy-s up. I always enjoy doing charity , just a tiny wee bit to make you realize how much you have, how lucky you are , how blessed you are. It warms up your soul just seeing them smile. Its important to never take for granted what God has bless you with, always wake up with thanks that you got another day , a brand new day to make brand new memories with , to even breathe in fresh air and enjoy the tickling taste of food on your taste buds.

I cant wait for the kid's charity in September.

I hope i get more time to blog, i miss blogging.

Goodnight guys.

xx

// besides, lately life been both too good and a wee bit complicating, but i am very blessed & pampered. I hope one day i could possibly love someone like him properly. Someday when i am less stubborn and be willing to be a female that allows someone to take care of her. Share the battles and quit fighting alone. Am understanding that i am letting one of the best guys ever to go. Wrong time of my life. But then again... when is it ever a prefect right time?

// i still sometimes blame you, blame you for all of this. but, i hope you understand that i cant understand sometimes. you me, left.

Slow down your partying mandy.

xx

a break , a well deserved break.

i am finally taking the weekend off, finally finally finally.

no reception on my phone, the sea breeze, the bright bright sun, clear blue waters, running the tracks , reads , time spent with my family, myself.. and finally.. SLEEP.

I cannot wait. i need this.

Work been rewarding but i need sleep.

Life lately has been quite colorful i must say, exciting even.

Realizations and reminders of why certain decisions was made in the first place,

enjoying some high life.. esp this week. hahaha

oh wells..

and i realize, as we get older we hardly talk to our besties as much.. or even consult them about certain decisions we are gg to make. i think.. i guess.. we just assume we know best.. mmm what happened to those late night talks, staying up late trying to figure things out together? OH wells.....

i got issues. sigh.

(: more more next time, soon.

Gotta sleep. Love

Someone like you.

"Someone Like You"

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Long week ahead!

Goodnight,

~ I wish i could just focus, focus just on one. Just let go of all the barriers and just go for it. Regardless of the consequences.

I wish.