When i answered, no I dont think we could ever be together again, i sorta meant it. Grown up, time passed too fast, given too many chances to undo the choice we made , crossed paths a million times, till the last time in summer, we both gave up, it was far too taxing , a waste. Its an inevitable outcome. So whenever someone ask me about us, about you, about me, about what happened . I always say, everything happened the way its supposed to happen. you me, on separate spectrum far apart and, Happy. Still very proud of you , still very proud no matter how many times I secretly dismiss you being the best at what you do, it makes my heart swells a thousand times whenever i see young boys and actually in general, everyone, admiring you and what you do best. talking about being like you, you and your raw talent. Sigh hahaha, I just didnt want to give it to you. But well, I am very very proud. hahaha, anyways, seriously hope you me sooner or later, can be proper friends.
Love always.
Ohoh, I cut my hair today .Hahaha no, not short if your wondering.& I gymmed today too. Good start sorta? hahaha And I cannot seem to kick start my studying mode, plus I needa pack my room. haha ..... procrastinating. ):
I feel a little sick by just reading this in melly's blog. Life & its simplicity that is so hard to achieve. But you know what? Be happy & Be thankful.
highlight of january : swimming in innerwear,exciting but its nothing but just a mental block. xoxo, mandy.
"If" represents possiblities , but more importantly an opportunity, a chance to make a choice.- 8:40minutes"
This dorky nerdy stand up comedian is funny in such a dorky way its funny. Plus, his show actually has a meaning & a story to tell. All the Ifs adding up to I , so many opportunities for us to pick. awesome vid!
melly says that I look like one of those mean girls in high school. but come on! haha how can that be? Yay finally gonna see you tomorrow melly pelly. lovelove.
Nightmares, creepycrawlys that comes creeping into your dark room, so easy it seems almost like a lie. then as easy as it creep in, it destroys solace in a snap. cold sweats and struggles to find a refuge spot. Nightmares, little creepy smurfs.
aww how sweet. boohoo at the same time. anyways, long week man. Or maybe just cause I am sick ): me mummy took me a chinese doctor somemore, the medication is so... oh well. whatever so long I get better.
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe
May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss "Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, boys, So cradle your head in your hands, And breathe... just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel, You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button now Sing it if you understand. and breathe, just breathe woah breathe, just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe.
