Far away.

So this time, I am only going about 1000 miles away, it's alright, never too far.
good night spent with the boys, funny shit as usual, we laugh we argue we eat we love.
if only we didnt need anyone else aye.
we would be so happy just staying together.

Im not the kind of girl that has it all,
im not even the kind that looks good when i wake up,
i dont have the perfect body,
neither do i have the perfect face,
im not super smart either .
I'm just simple & ordinary.
but you know what?
Someone someday is going to see me as extraordinary,
perfectly imperfect.

And that, is enough to make me happy.


tata lovers, i'll see you when i get back. (:




Time to tell me the truth
To burden your mouth for what you say
No pieces of paper in the way

'Cause I can't continue pretending to choose
These opposite sides on which we fall
The loving you laters if at all
No right minds could wrong, be this many times

My memory is cruel
I'm queen of attention to details
Defending intentions if he fails

Until now, he told me her name
It sounded familiar in a way
That I could have sworn I'd heard him say it
Ten thousand times, oh, if only I had been listening

Leave unsaid, unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me always between the lines
Between the lines

I thought I, thought I was ready to bleed
That we'd move from the shadows on the wall
Stand in the center of it all

Too late, two choices, to stay or to leave
Mine was so easy to uncover
He'd already left with the other
So I learned to listen through silence

Leave unsaid, unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me always be
You and me always be

I tell myself all the words he surely meant to say
I'll talk until the conversation doesn't stay on
Wait for me, I'm almost ready when he meant let go

Leave unsaid, unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me always be
You and me always between the lines
Between the lines, between the lines





You & Me , always between the lines.
Sorry love, you can run and hide all you want.
my emotions were raw and put out right infront of you.
you need to fight , if not, get out of my face.
Not again, nope.
Fumble no more.
What am i holding onto?
nothing.
just the fear of getting out.

xx.

hottie with the blue eyes.

Locations : Butter , Starbucks wheelock , NTU soccer field , Westcoast macs , Starbucks cathay , SMU , Emerald hill , Suntec , Ion , Fish n Co glass house , Plaza sing , daily scoop .

Interesting notations : cute brendan's 20th birthday hahahaha at suntec for dinner, vann's first farewell party , alot of studying at starbucks with Joe and alex , did the event thing for singtel in town , 500 days of summer movie with 8 other lovelies ,daily scoop with nazzie ken n other peeps, meeting hottie self denial double closet gay boy Stas. Peach martinis are yummy.

Mood: Happy , exhausted.

So when I met Stas, we had a good time but we were arguing sorta , debating okay. About some issues, about how did Aids come about, he told me it's not the monkey theory where a dude slept with monkey but some kinda blood infection blood mutation and happened to passed on to some professor doing some research on monkeys. Mmm, I need to research on that. And then we argued about monogamy , about why and how it came about , also argued about sex, but then again all it all, good time spent. And he even asked me what was my philosophy in life, I got alittle disturbed when I realized I couldnt really answer. I gotta thhink about it more, mmm. Just an interesting topics for a supposedly chill out time. (:

I had a long and draining tiring week , but my weekend was pretty awesome. Pretty eye candies all around how can it not be awesome? But I need to study for my upcoming exams yeah. Parties can wait. And I need to chill and sleep more. I am exhausted but not before watching How I met your mother first hahahaha. Looooveee you all okay. Blog more when I have time. And have u seen someone's facebook profile photo? * Winks, mitch knows what I am talking about it. I am so happpppy HAHAHAHAH..

Finally, to better bigger things.



xoxo, mandy.