Happy 16th birthday my sweet baby. Sure hope you had a good time and that you enjoyed the surprise.
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digress a bit,nostalgic much , couldnt help myself but to pop by today. i guess, i wanted to reassure myself that i am awesome and u see that i am awesome and that i am always the bigger person. i might complain about that but i enjoy being the bigger person. was nostalgic the entire day, got home, changed into one of the shirts.. went to read some old posts and gosh. hahahaha … i really think i "forgotten" all the bad parts and store in somewhere not reachable? so reading back was a bit difficult cause mmm, reminded me how far i strayed off and how unhealthy it was.though for what its worth, i was genuinely happy for a while. so that i am happy about.. beside that… i am thankful i did go thru that though it was very painful at that point of time. always a nice memory ..
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also glad i have grown. gosh, was insanely retard in some older posts. that was funny but wildly disturbing. i judged myself hahahaha.
goodnight.
