You did me wrong.

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So look at me and listen to me because

I don't want too, stay another minute
I don't want you, to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words
I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I'm never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So you will listen when I say
Baby

I don't want too, stay another minute
I don't want you, to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

First I was afraid I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
But I grew strong I learned how to carry on

Hush, hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken baby
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
Hey Hey..

Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

ROCKA FELLEAS!

Raw kitchen.

Everything for that summer in Melbourne.

Cupid's bow.

OMGOSHHH I THINK MY IPOD JUST DIED ON MEEEEEEEEE ):
DARN DANG .

I am very tired, there was a morning lecture earlier on today, but but but I think it's been a good week.

Blog tomorrow! Plenty of love.

23.

Mandy and Vanessa agree that Megan Fox is like ridiculously HOT . * rolls eyes.
We wanna look hot in hot shorts & jeans and high high high heels too!
End of the year right V? (:

Anyways, I think I've been too busy and caught up that I havent met some of my close friends for a long time. I miss them alot, soo I will most definitely find and make time for them.

And , OLLIE I PUBLICIZE FOR YOU YOUR LINK OKAY?
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Please vote for CONTESTANT 1 !


& HAPPPPY BIRTHDAY KEN ONG. (:

Of Birthdays , Dinners , Holidays , Parties , Songs.

all dolled up!

munchkins and girly!

showing off ed's present (:

harjeet who came back on my bday and rushed to come!

told you it was a surprise from sher and ian!

thanks alot babe really!

fantastic four/five (:

the soccer boys that came hehehehe (:

the start of the condom blowing till it freaking burst saga.

their sand penis for me!

Approximately two weeks ago, it was my 19th birthday. Hello reality, setting itself comfortably right in my face reminding me that youth was sipping away and causing me to insist that youth is nothing but overrated. Ya , right. Ever since I was 16th, I hated turning old. And I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one that been bitten by the Peter Pan syndrome .

This year though, I guess I stopped fighting it and settled that there is no way I can find against Time. It's definitely finite, opposing to how we always like to believe that it's infinite. It's not. So this year, celebrating my 19th birthday was surprisingly , awesome. Line & Melo being awesomely sweet to accompany me through my preparation , all those fancy haircuts hairstyle make up * rolls my eyes , the sorta of a dress i bought and the flower. Dinner with my mates , making it a wonderful start. The first task of standing on the chair telling the entire restaurant it was my birthday , heading off to the beach for the afterparty.

Cafe Del Mar , it was special, heart warming , full of surprises mind you. It was sweetness to the tops when Sher and Ian surprising me with the cake and their return . It was embarrassment in the best scenario ever when Line & Ed insisted I have to , no matter what blow some kinda ridiculous size condom till it burst . I swear I almost fainted trying to. A cup of vodka after , and it got me rolling. Then it was random laughters random hugs random happy birthdays wishes random kissing , Justin and Ken birthday song for me , Melodys Jason and Do's sand penis for me .

Honestly, at some random point of time , I literally paused and take it the atmosphere then and remember thinking that , it was one of the best birthdays ever cause , I look around me and everyone that was important to me , that carries a weight in my heart was there. Of course there were exception that they were like half way around the globe and couldnt be there , I know that they love me. I was happy, still am happy, cause I think that turning 19th , I know I am in a good place now, good time in my life.

So from the bottom of my heart, thank you to everyone that made my birthday wonderful , a precious memory that's etched to my " birthday " files when I draw it out in time to come. I was a very very very happy & contented girl ( not yet a woman okay ) that night. hehehe


It's a start of a new semester, I'll fall back into school rountine , the daily motions , and honestly, I miss school. I miss studying and that motivation to get better grades and that kinda of feeling that you know that you dont have to think where to go when you wake up , cause you already know you gotta be in school. I hope I kick ass this semester. And it's been a great holiday. (:

my bday present from melodys and jason and dorinda.
"priceless" quoted by melody.


Melody said this holiday will be a good time apart for us. HAHAHHA, make us seem as though we are in a relationship, darn. But, hey hey, maybe we are! Joke.

TAKE CARE TILL FRIDAY!