Stornoway.// Stitch by Stitch.

// I think if i ever decide to just stay single, i would glad feast all the time. Eating good food, simple fare, so long they are good tasting, is what i wanna do all day long. hahahaha plus, sipping wine. Sup with my wine obsession lately, i attribute it to sasha. I should just do a food blog, i might consider. Afterall, i love taking photo of food.

// Besides, lately, nothing is much, just basically trying to get in shape for my marathon, which is so darn difficult. Maybe i'll just complete 21 and just screw the rest of the distance. Work has been awesome, was given a opportunity to attend a sales training, and realize that as awesome as i think i am, which i reckon is sort of true (ha , ha , ha) I have alot to learn, a long way to go. Probably need to spend more time on work. Compartmentalizing my brain to function how it was before my little mr distraction came along. It is possible! Just gotta get to it again, balancing with more things on the plate isnt easy. Promises I made for myself this year, has to come true. I miss my lizzypoo tremendously and hehehe my peanut is coming back to sg. Gotta get to emailing these lovelets! Sigh, 24 hours isnt enough!!!!! Okay , gotta run.

Well, updates with pretttttyyy photos.

x

Feza's birthday celebration at Dempsey, The Hacienda.

** This lady can freaking sing! You guys should see Eric's and mine faces when Feza came belting out Michael Buble song. She's pretty awesome, darn. (:

Theme : Get Mad with Feza, MadMen ( The Advertising Television Show)

Feza and her billboard.

The largest Calamari Rings I have ever seen.

Eric leaving me out. hahahahahaha

Cup cakes birthdays.

Miss Karin in town for one semester ! We are so going to paint the town red missy.

ling! Finally going to embark on a new chapter in her life (:

// Promised dinner at mama's with mates. Surprised Birthday celebration (belated) for Mama and semi farewell dinner for Jero before he goes to Thailand.

It's some awesome boutique wine, i gotta gotta go find .

Told you it was a feast.

Sweet kids Sweet pops and mamas , super loving.

// Birthday shots with colleagues!

// Relle's 18th Birthday photos.

Awesome choco cake.

Group photo! (:
funny shot.

// Catch up with Sashie afternoon , laughing at one another on the bed , sharing all the silly boy crazy secrets and bullying one another. Dinner at good old peps with some other mates, catching up at wagon wheel before... finally finishing watching RENT, the awesome musical movie. Next, to watch Rent on broadway. Cant wait for Wicked in Dec (:

A gigantic pizza.

Super loving.

15 minutes later... hahaha

Poloraid time. Super loving, now pinned up on her board heh.

lucky boy caley.

Super loving 101 from all of us.

Random kitty photo, hehehe.

~ Sometimes emotions never measures to whats right or whats not. Sometimes as hard as you try, you cannot use words to describe a particular emotion or feeling. Sometimes no matter how much it annoys you, you cannot logically come up with an explanation for whatever you are feeling. Logically it does not make sense.

hoho, hide hide hide.

family.work.gym.study.travel.shopping.skinny.reading.blogging.boy friend.partying.dinner dates.friends.1st degree friends.2nd degree friends.3rd degree friends.

how to balance when theres only 24 hours?

7 days a week.

365 days a year.

obviously not.

so, you gotta cut some out to make it happen.

Goodnight.

i want to go traveling again!

now... i gotta save, next yr! so many places to go.

hehehe.

ps: I am very happy, very happy very happy very happy very happy very happy very happy that one of my best friends, melody huang , is finally feeling like shes on sugar high all the time.

sigh, us laughing like two retarded women at ion escalator, exclaiming out loud when our brains clicked that... finally... two of us. at the same time. Finally we say. hahaha for you for sure, perhaps not me yet.

xx

fleeting moments.

*As i struggle to break free to step out to take the first step again to open again to all the many firsts , i am being subtlety reminded of all the what could have been what used to be what we both were all about . i see all the potential in you and i am upset that you arent there yet , but perhaps , for a fact, its such a big difference that it isnt the same potential anymore. i wish you put your heart out there to things that really matters, if you open your eyes carefully, you will realize the wrongs you been doing or perhaps the good you could be doing , the effect you cause by just your doings , your silly concoction in your head , ideas i do not know where you get from, to come to use to distaste me. why cant you just accept what happened between us and move past it? even if one day you were to lose your memory, there is still no denying what happened in the past. it doesnt have to hold you down, but to admit it was there, it happened, things happened, we happened, its important. Thats why, its important who you choose to give a piece of yourself too, because, you can never ever get it back. Memories forged, names carved into backlogs and forever.. it will etched.

you broke me, why do i feel responsible for all of this then? why do i feel like its the other way around? why do i feel as though you are punishing me for all i did, when all i did was to give and love.

too long for the memories to stick, only fleeting moments of remembrance.

goodnight.

xx

a whirlwind romance.

Greetings after super long. ;)

ps: I hear daddy taking his favourite potato chips out from aussie outside hahaha and my mum is sipping my belvedere black intense vodka with orange, my parents, are lovely ;)

After 21 years of living, i still do not know how to properly balance my time, i still do not have enough time to keep up with alot of things , alot of people, or even myself. But! still, a pat on my back for surviving after so long. I think theres are studies done that show how many degree of friends you can stay in contact with in your life time, i must have read it somewhere though i cant really figure out what the number was. I googled " How many people can you stay friends with in your life " and they only showed me many websites on " how do you stay friends with your ex boyfriends " , " Is it possible to stay friends with your ex boyfriend ? " goodness me. where on earth was the word boyfriend even in my search query?

Alright sweet pea, i gotta sleep but.. lately tons of things are happening (there's always tons of things going on hehee) , i still pretty much do the same thing, work , eat (tons of food! evitablely too much, but my tummy is very satisfied) , partying (yes partying.. tried cutting down but.. sigh trying trying, lesser then as compared to when i was 18 for sure!) , avalon lauch , events , sherilyn's return to sg , scb charity event , mbs hotel party, surprise birthdays.. for some reason, that i personally reckon is people in general enjoy making love during the holidays. Because! there are tons of birthdays during the Sep and Oct windows. Why!? Perhaps holidays lighten people up, loosen their mood and well, presents make people happy. I have been to, SO MANY birthdays! but I am very thankful for being part of their lives duh. And i have been watching more movies, so up to date with movies now, im a happy chipmunk. Okay , spam some photos after such a long time.

UBIN TRIP! (: my first time. hehe

avalon grand opening.
my new specs!
soccer at kallang! the boys.
the champs girls. (:
scb charity event at ecp

my cousin's airforce social night.
having sherilyn back (:

Spencer's birthday lunch. (:
Butter with jerrie, on a wednesday night! never been out on a wed night for... 2 years? hahaha.
LION KING with douglas!

lionel's post birthday with our fav prawn!

the girlies at eric's surprise bday at winebar!


happy 24th birthday eric!

getting dolled up and waiting for k [:

Prata themed birthday (:

RELLE'S 18th surprise birthday party (:

I need to seriously learn how to sleep more & blog more so i'll be able to look back perhaps 5 years later and see if, what made me upset then, does it matter much now?

And let me know leave you with this question,

When it's all said and done, will you have said more then you've done?

my current fav car. aston martin vantage v12.

GOODNIGHT.

beauty?

Beauty is questionable.

Being content is difficult.

Being envious is fine.. working hard to keep at it is fine.

But all in all, gotta get your heart right with God , all decisions and choices made, depends on wheres the root coming from.

~ besides, i reckon when sometimes someone wants to be in your life, they make time. Not alot of time, cause i definitely understand that Time is so minimal nowadays.. but i dont appreciate it when you know i need you there at a certain point of time but you chose to disappear and come ask me about how i am doing about a particular situation days after. well.. of course im fine, i coped without you being around. gotta make peace.

ive been home the entire weekend guys.

first time in a looooong time.

gotta sleep for church!

nighty.

xx